I'm still trying my darnest best to get used to the idea of going beijing and i've even put of talking more about it to him. We could hardly get past these 4 days without succumbing to calling and contacting each other, what more 5 freaking months. Suddenly it seems so hard to go, and i wonder if i should.

Slowly starting to tell more people, i hope it'll just help me ease into the idea which will make it easier to leave, would it?

Ended up going back to work yesterday, printed even more forms and returned some voice mail. Night shift tonight and tomorrow, basically almost the whole of next week till the 18th, still i think it's better. Lesser calls, extra $6 now if only i can change his to night on the 17th and 18th. Wonder how we're gonna survive work and camp. Doesnt help that i'm falling ill already.

Much as i bitch about f***ed up callers, i still treat them nicely which i'm really proud of, i guess, it's all part of growing up. Still bless those lovely people who despite upset with how messed up this year's filing system still appreciate the help that you've provided and it makes my day when they tell us to have a nice day. If only more people would be like that, isnt it great to just thank someone for rendering help, making their day and in turn making yours. When you're nice to people, they'll be nice to you. It's just good karma. Dont understand why some cant think this way.

And lastly dont call our helpline, ask us questions with regards to the pre-filled information and doubt our answer. If you think we're wrong, dont call la, read the book and see what you make of it.

Shall stop complaining. Take care all.