There i am helping with my friend with regards to her relationship and yet here i am not even sure where mine's heading.

I admit i'm not the best girlfriend around but i dont think i'm that bad. I've given you my everything what more do you want. You know i always forget about messaging you after something and it's not intentional. You know that i'll get stubborn and clam up and after that you'll forget about it and stubborn me will still refuse to talk and it's your turn to pacify me. Why does it seem like a never ending game.

I dont know what to do.