this is it .. i'm not blogging anymore

It's funny when i read someone's blog. She's worried about the relationship coz they 'probably may not meet up for 5 months' if they always have different schedules and off days.

Imagine Singapore aint that small. Besides it's still relatively affordable to call or msg here.

Look at me. I wont even be breathing the same air as boyfriend. I definately wont be seeing him for 5 months and not forgetting the next 2 years will only be spent on weekends meetup.

If there's a will, there's a way.

I'm not worried about us because i know we should be. Despite everything, you are still the one dearest to me. 5 months will not be a test for us, but a chance to learn more about ourselves and what we want out of the relationship. I know it'll be better for us as we'll learn how to appreciate each other and learn how to understand each other.

Heh, i dont even know what i'm talking anymore.

Had a great evening out with darling. Havent felt like such a princess in such a while due to projects and such. To darling: i'm proud of you today =) i'm really glad you took this step to overcome your fears and i appreciate you for that.

Thanks for the lovely dinner and company at tonkichi, for the lovely notebook which i shouldnt have coverted due to the price and choosing a book with me at borders.

The time at the void deck was precious to me. Dont think too much k? i'll only be gone 138 days. Time will pass faster than you know.

I love all of you =)

Realised i havent blogged in a while =D

Last wednesday.
For the first time in 3 years i actually stayed through a paper, a 2 hour at that. Would have left earlier if not for the teacher who didnt spot me till after the other invigilator said no leaving the examination hall. Dang.

Headed to Suntec's Marche with zoo peeps and had a great lunch followed by shopping session =D. Got played out by my mom and ended up not going to the gym. Made me lug that heavy bad all the way dang.

Last friday.
Met up with radon people. Sally, Wei Qi, Kai Wei, Jackson, Ivan. Thanks to Xue Yun, Aw and his girlfriend who came just to see me and teddy who tried to come =) So touched. Anyway despite the group being small, it was fun and it made me reminise about the time we were together.

Thanks Wen Qi for making me join the camp that time. It was truely memorable and i really didnt regret joining them. In fact it made me motivated to join again. Hopefully we can all be in one group again. =)

Monday.
Visited grandma after collecting ticket. Managed to catch some auditions of Project Superstar. Whilst there were some that werent that bad, there were some that were terrible. Hats off to this guy with some disability but it made me feel proud for him for coming out and trying. I hope they show him on tv, i think he deserves that applause.

Today.
Met Manda and serene for an evening of dinner, shopping and chatting. I'll miss you girls loads, it's been ages since we went out like this.

In 6 more days i'll be off to China for 5 months culture exchange. It'll definately be an eye-opener.

to darling: i'm really glad we managed to talk things out for once today. now that we know our stand let's work together to making this work.