Photos have been scaned and posted up .. do note these all the the nice ones ... if you would like to see the unflattering ones being put up please request .. LOL

http://asia.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/candyluv1987/my_photos

Blame on my dad who takes unflattering photos, not candid and my brother who refused to give me the digital cam that day and didn't help me take any photos ... grrr .. still pissed at him ... so old le still donno when need to be serious when cannot play. Play lar play lar .. den i nv take more photos ... stupid boy... army havent taught you anything ...

shall finally start studying .. good luck all

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Got a B for CRS and C for marketing .. I still think that Miss MIA should fail... yes evil i know but that's what i think. The other 2 failed and yet she can get a D.. wonder how she did for case study.. if she failed both right, something is wrong coz i failed both and got a C.

No mood to study what so ever, keep thinking about stupid mistakes made and i don't know.

Btw, to all at zoo ten... since when am i supposed to plan the class chalet??? Bbq i dont mind doing .. chalet pls count me out. Definately wont stay as there'll prob be some ppl there...

Cant wait for exams to be over.

I got a B+ for AR course work. It's like Suting the one who always fail and don't give a damn, the one who got C for Accountings coursework besides getting an A for her first test, the one who got 2 Fs for both her marketing case study. Wow. I'm surprised.

Still not in the mood for study, ended up finishing the whole of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yesterday. So nua, cant seem to concentrate. Stupid brother must have passed the InuYasha movie to his girlfriend. I haven't finish watching it yet.

~I need my source of inspiration, my motivation before i'm really a hopeless case for exams.

Finally 18, don't feel very different though, spent most of my day visiting my grandma, grandaunt and nephew and sleeping. Non-stop coughing and sneezing, lovely way to spend the day.... lol

Nevertheless, thanks to all that came yesterday and all who wished me.

Mimi, Alwing, Ding~, Pammie, Manda, Jia Hui, Justin, Serene, Ivan, Yasin, Xue Yun, Sally, Jing Peng, Rina, Sam sam, Wen wen, Linzi, Celes, Trena, Lili, Althea, Limei, Siew Chin, Teddy, Jackson, Boon, Shikai, Aw, Andrew, Ah Tan, Ah guang, Audrey, Sheng, Melissa, my aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces and nephew. Hmm .. did i miss anyone out?

Catered food for 70, no thanks to many who couldnt make it last minute, i'll be stuck eating the left overs for the next week. Lol, at least now dont need to do much to prepare for lunch and dinner. haha.

Thanks all for coming, thanks for the presents and lastly i love you guys. Hope you had fun, doubt i was much of a good hostess but thanks to the many friends who helped me along the way.

Thanks for getting cake on my face and hair ar... better watch out.. mess the lift and area only... made me look more like a mess than i was. But den again, it beats getting hit 18 times. Oh well. It was fun no doubt.

Had fun with manda and serene who stayed over, thanks for helping me clear up and i think you had fun with my babies rite .. haha

Cant wait for exams to be over then it's wild wild wet with ding~, chocolate buffet with camp peeps and i donno, work at images?

Ya did i mention? i want to work part-time at Images of Singapore, miss the times spent there at deployment. Love using the walkie and opening. Missed Movie under the Stars as the apprasial took a loooooong time but need to clear up the house though.

Dreading exam period.....

i'm starting to wonder if i can pull this off, the list of people coming seems to be getting longer and longer, from planning for 50, i have to consider for 70 now. Argh!!!!!!

Please let me be able to pull this off.

Yu qi, yu wen and yu shuan are coming, cool bean, love those girls.

CRS, so far so good, pass and ya, the report is definately better but still .. wonder how's marketing side. Mimi, must let me know asap ya. Hope we get a B *prays*

Food shopping tmr.

And yes, Suting is still a stupid girl, she'll probably have to take supp papers and retake the module, maybe that's why they keep promoting the supp paper revision.

Suting is a stupid girl.... agree?

Gor Fs for both Mkting case study, C for accounts course work and at this rate, i'll probably fail everything. Suddenly my future seems so bleak but then again, since when was it ever shining?

Came across something i'd rather not have seen. No men's eyes don't roam.

Salsa was fun today, don't really regret it after all. Had fun crapping during accounts tutorial.

I need help for my party, but i don't know where to start. Food shopping on thurs, anyone interested?

Mixed feelings about sat.

Will totally miss T10 once the semester is over, with a few exceptions.

Don't know what else to say.

FRIDAY
No thanks to all the people who decided to be sick, there were only 2 people at briefing and debreif, how sad can it be???

Had fun at deployment though my feet hurt like hell and i was so damn tired due to staying up to watch InuYasha till about 1 despite having to wake up at 630. Did ops and had walkie in the afternoon, i so love it man. "com test com test" with weird answers .. lol .. so happy to spend the time with faridah, she's so cute and we just basically slacked.

Rushed home to shower before heading to Tampines for dinner, took cab to Tp for BSC subcomm camp. Thanks Althea for coming despite not wanting too. Same group as audrey, althea and amanda, is that cool or what. Qin Yang .. despite being the smallest group, we were the ones with the most HTM peeps.

Usual ice breaking, kinda fun at times, teased the rest with the "i know" game, lol. Vincent even made me ask the questions again to confirm that he got it. Hilarious. Talk about the upcoming events was boring, got caught falling asleep by timothy. Thank goodness my hp was off, lol, so can sleep more haha.

Supper at night, had to wait till about 3+ before we had our 2nd round of Mac, tho shared some nuggets with zifu, alvin, nat, 2 other girls and althea. Was about 4 am before we could finally sleep, was totally zombified by then. Was so freaking cold.

Saturday
The station games was kinda fun, loved the wet games but totally detested the milo and spagetti one. Nearly pucked. Was the first group to finish all and had the luxury of showering right after that disgusting station. Lunch was delish man, had buffet while the SU just had packet food. Whaha. Dance was fun, Though i'll be left alone or had to dance with some unknown fella when vincent left halfway but had kaili... cute girl who didn't know the steps huh ... haha... and all these no thanks to manda and serene who partnered each other leaving me alone. Luckily still got vincent.

After that price ceremony, we had the best cheer award with our 'yo' cheer .. haha..

Wished the camp was longer, had so much fun, cant wait for the next camp.

New addition to the family today, so shall have to finally find a name for senior baby. Anyone wants a chinchilla?

New baby is so cute, so much steadier than the others, standard grey this time i think. Finally a different colour.

Watched Bewitched today, funny thing happened on the way to lido. Got stopped by these people trying to film interviews and they approached us. Asked about 3G phones and we were like huh, don't know ..lol ..and the lady asked about pammie's phone and sample taking us, which she really did. Wonder what they were doing that for.

'kay. Bewitched was ok, expected it to be funnier i guess, made it abit long to sit through. Went to jalan jalan after that, saw so many pretty things i want to buy.

Went for work late, like at 7, haha, luckily not too crowded, pretended i rushed from school LOL.

InuYasha is SO DAMN COOL. Now i understand why kor loves it so much, watched 7 disks since last night, cant wait to carry on. It's so nice and sweet.

Marketing and AR interview tomorrow, prepared to fail i guess.

Earth to Miss MIA...

Earth to Miss MIA...

I think you have been in your lala land for too long already... like hello, projects are over and haded up with... so why are you asking me if there is any meeting... and haven't you been listening, we're like discussing lunch, so why the hell are you asking about meetings? When there are things to be done, meetings to be attended where are you? When there's nothing you keep hounding us.. eh wake up lar ...

Talk also cant talk properly.. MUMBLER.. watched charlie and the chocolate factory? If that boy was considered a mumbler, i wonder if you open you mouth. Wait, you don't. Simple questions also cant answer, like dont need to study also know answer de lor, and come on you are supposed to say more about the treatment, so why are you asking if you need to describe it. Open you ears as well man.

CRS interview is over, think i screwed up big time, but hey it's over, marketing and AR next, sheesh.

Had ice cream waffle today .. yummy, went 'shopping' at carrefore, bought sushi and headed home.

No school tomorrow, can't remember if it's self-proclaimed or that we really dont have lessons .. lol .. Bewitched and shopping.. whee~

Cant wait for this and next friday

~to kill the blues, plan something for the night so that you have something to look forward to

Date: 27 Aug
Venue: Blk 151A Mei Ling Street
Time: 6-11ish
Note: Directions and wishlist will be available upon request.
Unannounced guests will be fined

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Wishlist: pls refer to the right side
Directions: Take MRT to queenstown station, turn right, go down stairs and turn left. Walk to the first block of flats and turn right, carry on till blue tables are seen. Turn left and walk across the road, go up the flight of stairs. Old folks home should be on the right side. At the fist pathway, turn right and walk towards the flats and towards the pavillion.

or you could just meet as a group and call me when all is at the station. LOL

Date: 27 Aug
Venue: Blk 151A Mei Ling Street
Time: 6-11ish

Note: Directions and wishlist will be available upon request.
Unannounced guests will be fined

Finally projects over and done with, with the exeptions of interviews.

THURSDAY
Presentation, kinda screwed due to the lack of time and Miss MIA who repeated what ever i had said despite me telling her to just stick to the main points. And in any case why the hell should she repeat what was presented.

Prepare for presentation, huh how did you expect us to do it. Our lovely Miss MIA came at 10 am when the meeting was at 9 am as the presentation STARTED at 10 am. Lovely, come so late and still ask to show us her slide parts when we had to leave for the seminar room. Didn't help that we were the first group to present. Jan's groups is really strong sia, won't be surprised if they had the most marks. Ms Grace Chia and Aloysius looked so bored at every other presentation, how encouraging, thanks.

Rushed AR project after that, reached TP about 6 as the labs there closed later. Sad case lor, everyone else was leaving and there we were going to school to do work. Saw darling Kai Wei, Dan and not forgetting Audrey =].

And once again, lovely Miss MIA had such wonderful ideas for the project. "women hate walking under the sun" so you are telling me men love walking under the sun huh. "children under 14 need safety precautions" so those above 14 dont need lar, they can get injured lar. Still have the cheek to ask then what can i write. Just write whatever is analysed stupid. I already said you cant make assumptions unless there is backup. Mind you, that's only 2 points out of 10+ pages, imagine the torture.

Yes, it's just the 3 of us AGAIN. Since when is there more who does the project, imaginary friends ar. No thanks to them i ended up with such swollen eyes on Friday and a red left eye that could barely open when i woke up, which teared with every few sentence i said.

FRIDAY
Deployment, changed with Pei Wen and did PI with kai li, lynette and ah peng. Great company, ended up eating the whole day. Accompanied the various people for lunch especially those that were alone.

Visited the various attractions. Did a walk around Images in the morning before setting off, scared pei wen and jackson with the 'men in the toilet' lol. Lots of laugh from that one. Went again during Janet's luch break. This time with lynette, kai li and janet. First time we went thru it so fast, they were scared so i just did a quick round. Seriously, go to Images, it;s the most worth it attraction and guys you can show how courages you are lol.

Visited Merlion where poor uncle peter was didn't see cai yun though. Fort was ok, had a bit of a scare there coz i saw some one coming out of this small hole the 2nd time i looked. Note: not that i'm not scared, i'm just as scared as you guys were hor, i'm not exactly as calm as you thought i was. haha . It was fun though.

Skipped work today, haha, but just wasnt feeling very good, will work tomorrow.

ciaos all, details of my party will be out tomorrow.

Made the easiest $80 yesterday. Movement was so slow that despite doing stewarding, had so much time to walk around and play with the kids there. Unltimatium, to be sent to buy breadtalk. Quite willing though, because it was quite boring, and breadtalk was such a mad house. Typical singaporeans, rushing to get the best of the sale and refusing to say excuse me. Just push their way and such undesirable behaviour.

Awards seriously need to be given out. To Miss MIA with the lamest reasons ever given, the most number of reasons given before every meeting and the mouth that cant seem to open. To Miss BLUR, for forgetting so many things, especially meetings.

Meeting at 10, now's almost 12 and at last count, only Janet, Michelle and I. 2 hours, how much time does it take to travel from one end of Singapore to the other?

No mood to do project, but let's persevere.

Haven't watch much of the parade but so far it was BORING. Thank goodness i'm watching the tape, can just fast forward. Hope it gets more exciting.

At last count i joined Salsa. Hope i get a partner that i'm on familiar terms with.

Back to work.

The higher you expectation, the greater the fall.

Nothing seems to be going right, since when have i not mentioned this. Came back from Aloha Resort. IT IS SO DAMN COOL!!!!!

Mom made me happy by saying that i could book the place for my birthday, and there i was wishing we could go home asap so that i can book the terrace but alas, there isn't any vacancy. Sadded, come to think of it, the guy havent called me or sent me the form for the pavillion, shall call him tomorrow, hope i remember.

Happy National Day all, miss those days when we were preaparing for the pre-parade segment. Wont be at home tonight to catch the performance.

Someone please fix my computer for me??? I hate having to borrow mom's or dad's laptop. Even Msn 7.0 doesn't work here anymore.

Shall get ready for work.

~i guess it was just wishful thinking on my part.

Don't know what happened, suddenly my Microsoft Words and Powerpoint cant work. Seems that it got totally erased from the system entirely, and as usual all the blame's on me. But i seriously didn't do anything. It was working fine in the morning, after coming back in the afternoon it suddenly became like more XP than usual. Haiz, why does all these happen to me?? First my thumbdrive, than me saving my work to the computer but unable to retrive it, now...

Ate at RITS today with mom, dad and kor since it's such a rare occasion that kor has leave on weekday. Okay, so we do look quite alike.

I think there's something wrong with me, i cant seem to remember much and just so lost and blur.

Wish they'd stop singing at the getai.. some of the redentions are just killing my ears...

Shant carry on, not used to typing on the lappy. Someone help me fix my computer please???

One more week to go... movies, tanning and more next week okie ting pammie mimi and all the others who wanna join ..haha

ciaos

Working on National Day, have half a mind to call in sick and attend the "family chalet" but then again, I'll be getting about $45 for that 4 hours and I don't really see the point of going the chalet when my presense doesn't matter.

All this hype about National Day brought back many memories the time we spent rehersing although our performance was just the pre-paradce segment. The fun, the friends, the endless KFC meals. It's just priceless, i wouldn't mind doing that again.

Finally, CRS com marketing is over total of 149 pages*plus appendix* and countless hours of lost sleep and agony, but there's still the dreaded AR ...

Mini celebration on Friday, went k-ster with the most unexpected group? Pammie, ting, mimi, pa-me-lah, suet, johnathon and MN. Was too tired, couldn't seem to garner any energy to sing at all, sorry to all.

Headed off to Raffles City for dinner, then Tiong Bahru for dessert with my parents before watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, it's really cool man, wouldn't mind watching it again. Cool parents i have huh, or should i say land lords.

I don't get it, nothing i do is ever good enough for you, I'm just that useless girl to you ain't i? My merits never seem to cover the mistakes i make. You never seem to see from my point of view do you. Maybe, i should have been left a mistake, i shouldn't have been botn at all, saves you all this angony.

You knew that I have fallen, but did you try to pick me up?
You knew i had ran away, but did you know i nearly died?
You knew the problems that i faced, but all i wanted you was to listen.
You knew that i would give up my time with my friends so that you wouldn't be alone, but did you care?
You thought you knew me, but did you?

Some times i really wonder why do i even care, i don't want you to find solutions for me, i don't want you to analyze the problems. All i want you to do is to listen, to show that you do care.

Frankly, i shouldnt be here at all.

So glad we didn't make any plans to go tanning today, raining so heavily this morning, got caught in the rain on the way to school. *sneezes*

No deployment tomorrow, so happy, can go k-ster tomorrow, maybe even catch a show.

Project seems to hit a deadend, have no idea how to go about it, doesn't help that i keep getting some random spells of headache. Keep dozing off in front of the computer. That's not good.

Forgot to mention about some weird stuff that happened to well, only Janet? lol.

This guy sat next to her in the mrt and she and Mas complained about the stench from his feet, so when the opportunity came we went over to the other side. Didn't realize how bad it was till after a while and image how bad it is since i can smell it despite my blocked nose. Worse thing, he decided to cross his feet and he kept touching it with his left hand and his right hand covering his face.*eww gross* Janet even wanted to stay to see if he'll touch his face with his left hand.

On the bus trip back, this guy sitting of Janet kept burping loudly and was like so gross man. But we got such a good laugh out of it.

Booked the pit le, it's cheaper than i thought, cool save some money haha ... wishlist shall be posted up soon, keep a look out ya? haha

Can't wait for all these to be over, shall take a snooze while waiting for them to be back.

*updates*11.16pm
Just realised how screwed i am, just when i thought the worst was over, it is actually worse. How to finish the damn project in a week???

Damn you and your nonsense. Stop crying to the teacher when we don't answer you. Get the hint. WE DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU!!!! So what if i'm mean, never been so pissed at someone before. Look, settle your own problem at your own time. Dateline is tomorrow and what have you done? Dont ask for chances when you don't mean it. Your second chance was given when the teacher requested it. Sure you did your work for a day or two, though sceptical i was willing to give you another chance, now you can FORGET IT! ask yourself what you have done, or rather not done.

Kster tomorrow, cant wait, destination get away .. yea rite ..

I feel so lost without my thumbdrive. Been doing stupid stuff like saving my work, closing the window, wanting to send it to my email and *wham, i can't find where it is. Lots of work, GONE!!!! Cant believe how stupid i am.

TAS to TP, now, i prefer TAS because it's quiet. So used to it just being us, being able to blast music in the computer lab, everywhere seems near and yes, bigger cubicles and auto-flush toilets .. lol...

Met Boon for dinner, and i guess that's the best thing about TP, Friends. Saw Wei Qi and Jackson also. Wonder why i see more friends around during the break as compared to school time?

Shall update later, back to redo my work.

Something's wrong with me lately, I'd probably lose my head if it wasn't attached, then again, I'd rather my head be lost now.

No news about my thumbdrive. I guess, i can forget about it. The first time i lose something, I have to pay such a big price. Haiz....

Yes, you would cry if it happened to you, I did, so please stop telling me that you would. It makes me feel worse, having a heck care attitude doesn't mean that i don't feel anything.

Did and said so many stupid things today that ended up being ridiculed at. I don't know, my head doesnt seem to function properly. Did quite alot of editing just to save the file such that i don't know how to retrive it, ended up losing everything.

This seems to such a bad month. Then again, hope things get better.

In such deep shit now.

Cant find my thumbdrive, can't remember if i even put it in my bag at all. Wishing with all my heart that i didn't drop it at bugis.

I guess crying buckets of tears now wont help. *prays hard that it's at school*

Before i get blamed for going bugis, i went there for dinner and to buy shoes for deployment, won't have much time till friday, thought could have a nice dinner there first.

Cant help it that mom and dad are being childish again, wish they'll leave me out of their nonsense. Made me go from habour to Dover back down to Bugis. Should have stayed in school to do project, maybe i would still have my thumbdrive now. Sometimes i wonder who's the adult in this family, wish they'll stop making me so worried. Wished that mom was home now.

Today's just not my day.