Wednesdays are so cool huh. So love our teacher man. She's so chio and curvaceous, so sexy and her red lips are so alluring. Woah, it cant help but get hot. And her voice so sweet, clear and melodious that it puts me right to sleep.

Who does she thinks she is, Marilyn Monroe? with her red hot lips, it's so the 60's man you'd think she's trying to seduce someone. I love her wits, her sarcasm is like bleagh. My mom cracks better lame jokes than you and she sure has better taste. Dont expect to gain any respect with your sarcastic 10 step 4 step nonsense. Notice that you're the only one i haven addressed by name i.e Mrs so-so. In fact, i dont even wish to talk to you.

Anyway during dinner i tried asking if i could write a christmas wishlist for my grandaunts thus sparing them the trouble of thinking of what to get for me and me the torture of getting gifts so obscenely expensive and obiang. Totally not my taste nor size.

Flattering to have them think i'm a size 27 when i'm a size 30. Anyway was met with my dad laughing to my face, just like what my mom did. But i still think that it's more economical and saves all the trouble. I mean i'll welcome vouchers of any type (cd, books etc) better yet cash. Makeup would do too, you know expensive brands like dior that i'll never buy for myself. It's so much better than those Raulph Lauren tops that i'll never wear.

It's unfair that my brother always get better gift, clothes that he'll wear, bags that he likes and use and definately vouchers. I still cant believe they gave me this obiang bag years ago that even my mom wont use.

Back to the torturous work.

At least they're talking again =]

Sigh, almost the end of the month yet my checks are still not ready. How to survive, cant afford to get concessions which results in me topping up my card every week or sometimes twice a week. I still wanna buy a dress for D&D!... Hopefully i remember who i gave my gold dress to. At least i can save some meoney there.

I think that the person in charge of the decoration of children's home is damn fucked up lar. I mean first she says we can go down anytime of the week. We emailed her saying that we'll make a trip down on thursday just to have her email on wednesday that she wont be around. At least tell someone something lar, we're not so free to go down any time of the day.

Fine that settled and she calls us on a monday asking us to go decorate the place on thursday 7-10. Hello which part of we have school do you not understand. What's wrong with a saturday may i ask? And the list and money still not settled. When you want us to buy the things when we end school at 6 everyday hur?

And she had the cheek to call yesterday saying another group will be going down on tuesday and will confirm if she still neeed us on tuesday. Like if you're not sincere dont bother us. I mean we sincerely want to do a good job and would even would help plan a christmas party if there's a need to but now. Seriously put me off big time.

Back to work.

I hate it when they quarrel, especially when they have cold wars. I'm always stuck in the middle and have to act chirpy so as to keep waters calm. I hate it. Feel like a clown, having to entertain people.

Had an unpleasant experience while heading out. All i can say is some people have no brains. And just because they think they're rich and from overseas they're so great. Please dont lump us with other singaporeans. We're not like them. We aint as ks as them as to cut queue. If i were mean i'll curse you to get robbed. But i aint. I'm nice okay.

Fine maybe i am not in the best of moods. Thought i had succeeded by making them sit together to have him going off to buy things and then just keeping quiet when he's back. Dont understand why people like to quarrel. Stupid brother's not home to share my burden. Then again he wont bother or even notice.

I must say at least i was nice to the swenson staff at marina square just now. At least i didnt flare up despite them forgetting 2 of the orders, one of it being my dinner. I was still nice to them okay. What am i crapping about?

Anyway, finally stepped back at TP after ages, i still like TAS though. But TP's where most of my other friends are. I like the library basically coz it's a library. Not like our too small to be considered library resource centre. I like books, i like reading and looking through cook books. Fine i weird.

Signing off

Yes, children shouldnt bother with their parent's affairs. But seriously, if i didnt care i wouldnt bother right? It does scare me at times that the fights are getting more frequent and more .. violent? Or should i say noisy. I dont know. I wish mom would tell me something but i guess ...

Still cant believe i overslept this morning. Didnt help that i was discussing the home decoration thing with belinda the night before. Seriously they think we have alot of time is it? First they get back to us so late, then they want to rush us and even want us to go there in the evening to decorate. Hello? Ever heard of weekends like saturday? Besides the list is not approved and when do you expect us to buy the things by? I'm not gonna lug everything to school on thursday not with all my culi stuff. Want me to use all the lockers available is it?

Finally went for girl's hip hop. I love it man, though i cant shake my booty as well as some could. They could use a bigger studio as there's seriously a lack of space. One day i shall stand in the front. Right....

Random thoughts. Random words. Random life.

I hope things get better.

By the way. I think that more recognition should be given to our Singapore chefs.

Yes i've changed my blogskin again, just entertain me k. What i would like at the background now would be a black background with a picture of a hand with a slit and the blood flowing down. Sweet. Fine i'm a sadist.

Despite the cheerfulness of the blogskin, it's totally opposite of what i feel. I don't know. Lately seem to get super pissed at stupid people who cut queue, does stupid stuff like squeezing past someone when there's a proper walkway and so on.

On a lighter note, i had a mini movie marathon since thursday. Managed to catch oliver twist on friday. It was good but kinda draggy resulting in me stoning as usual after the movie and for Jap class which made me cab down for the third time of the day.

Caught Moon People on Friday and i guess many of us felt as if we were at TP for the first time due to the long 'break' from the main campus.

Anyway caught Harry Potter with manda and serene on sat. It's quite cool. My first Harry Potter movie ever and the graphics are so nice. Pity that many scenes had to be cut out.

I seem to be one week behind our timetable according to Michelle. Somehow i just cant seem to remember anything. Goodness. Can i just crawl into a hole and never come out? It so reminds me of how i never wanted to live past 30. In this shitty world, i dont think i'd want to. So what about wanting to marry young and have kids young. I'm not sure i want them to see what i horrible world we're now living in.

Please note that i'm just jabbering gibblish. Therefore, please ignore my post.

* I still hate Jo Lim for changing our groups. It's not fair for us to have to entertain those people once again and in fact i think they'd be better off trying to survive on their own. At least they'd be forced to do work. Unlike now. My group of 5 with a ghost. I dont think she qualifies to be a ghost considering that one cant even feel her presence at all.

Shall stop blabbering. Nights

I'm like so not gonna trust the uncle at the passenger service at Habour Front. Told us to take 100 to Serangoon interchange but what he didnt tell us is that it takes more than an hour to reach our destination!!! Belinda and I were like so tired and we even ran out of things to say leaving us to stone the last 10 minutes?

We thought our long journey was over but alas, we had to endure another 45 minutes to the home itself. When the lady was like asking us why we took so long i wanted to scream at her already like come on lar give us a break okay .. as if we want to travel round singapore before reaching your home.

So there we were but with no one who knew what was going on. Was kinda pissed when we realized that there are probably other groups. But then again, we're allowed to take the whole project if we come up with a proposal and all. It was that sentance that made us decide to carry on i guess.

Culinary was fun today. Managed to catch a cab at the last minute leaving me with minutes to get ready. Passed all but my hair. Dang shouldnt have cut it so short that time. At least Mr Sim let me pass and even helped me do up my neckachief. I like him, he's so much nicer than a certain teacher. Besides, belinda and i concluded that he's cute when he smiles as he eyes seem to disappead and his dimples are cute lol.

Cut vegetable the whole time and with a blink of an eye it was already time to go. Man, i was having so much fun, cant seem to remember the various name for the cuts of vegetables.

Finally caught Just like heaven. It's so nice and sweet. Nearly fell asleep due to my tiredness. Didnt help that i had reuben's shoulder to lie on. *lido seats are sucky for leaning back* But overall, i love it.

Moon people tomorrow. Cant wait, Harry Potter on sat. Should have quit work earlier so that i can have more fun like i'm having now .. hahaha...

Shall stop crapping and head to bed ..nights all *muacks*

I guess the main problem on many of our minds is the formation of projects. Somehow i find that it's actually a simple thing, but many factors seems to make it impossible. Dont see any sense in elaborating now but yea those involved should know. I just dont get why life must be so difficult.

I seriously hate mondays and tuesdays, 9-6 and breaks that isnt short or long enough for anything.

Yea and alvin i think you'll make a good class rep. At least they would probably find you if they need help with regards to some things. I cant imagine the thought of having to answer HJ's questions. LOL

I wish life was much simplier than it is now ....

I just love reading http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com, seriously check it out for a good laugh. Those girls do deserve it sometimes i mean what's with the iii lub iuuu or the HeLLo dOncH anyHow adD me woRx .. please grow up and type properly. Cutting short is okay but hello.. since when is you iuu, aint it easier to type u? What's with the caps anyway? Too free is it? That's why must waste more time caps on and caps off.

Wanted to attempt a posting with such writings but i just couldn't do myself such a disservice.. LOL it just makes me wanna puke. Hey i know my writing isnt that great but at least it's readible, doesnt strain my eyes nor brains trying to figure out what new word it is that doesnt resemble any words in the dictionary or so forth. Figures why the english standard is going down.

Anyway, pam-me-lar, hoped you enjoyed the little celebration held for you at breeks. I did the best right? Getting the superficial guy out with the plates and all so that you can ogle directly. LOL. So many flings not enough, still want superficial guys. Just joking.

Cake was good, company was good even had to make a trip upstairs so that we could get to the breadtalk without pam seeing. Luckily there were still alvin they all, made our jobs so much easier. Wonder if it's just us or what, when you put the few of us together, we just cant seem to stop laughing. Then again, it's good. At least it isnt that boring to stay till 6 everyday.

Hopefully i can change classes this thurs. It'll make things easier for me and belinda as we can head to the home together. However, it'll seem weird to crash that class, i mean it's mostly people i dont know as the bulk are from T08. Oh well, as always, we can make new friends.

Nights all

Children are just so kawaii!!!

So glad that manda asked me to help today, despite the small turnout (total of 9 people) we still had fun helping out. Made more new friends once again and it's amazing how we can just click.

Some kids wore their graduation gowns too long, resulting in them walking in a drunken like stupor while walking up the stairs as they carelessly stepped on the front of the gown.

Never the less, the performance were omg cute, especially with those nursery 1s shaking their cute little booties. Watching them really brought back many memories of my own. Just thing it was never this grand. Still remember being the mc for our performance which is quite amazing considering that i was enrolled half a year late due to my incoherent speech. Despite that half year late enrollment, i wasnt actually that articulate either.

The buffet was madness, typical ugly singaporeans. It's no wonder why our future generations are so 'ugly' with such parents around. One still had the cheek to loudly exclaim to her daughter not to bother about the mess as she's not cleaning it up. I guess she realized that i was staring at her that she added the word today. No brainer. Such people really put me off.

Another classic case happened when we were at BIG. This stupid couple decided to squeeze between our trolley and the showcase while we were comparing the prices written on the poster. Luckily for them my mom reacted before me exclaming loudly that why should she move since people dont say excuse me. And they still had the cheek to keep staring and whispering among themselves. Take us on if you dare. I would have been more curt with my words especially since i'm so tired, and if looks could kill, they'll be long gone. So far only my parents have a taste of how 'deadly' my stares could be, or so they claim. I just find it stupid, after all they were hesitating before squeezing past. Just say excuse me or walk around us lar, squeeze there like a dog for what. Rubbish.

Decided to team with belinda to create a chance for all of us to decorate a certain children's home. Hope it all goes well =].

2 more freaking hours to Jap tutorial. Oh man, is this how my fridays are gonna be like for this whole semester. I'll like die of boredom in the computer lab with no one bothering about me. SIANZ.

Decided to change my blogskin to black again, cant stand the cheerfullness with the orange skin. Too cheerful for my mood. LOL.

Somehow lately i seem to head back to that dark little lane that used to be my friend back then. That flicker of light, that wisp of smoke. The illusion of someone calling you to come, deeper and deeper to the alley, yet, you can see no one.

Just joking. Maybe i should have tried creative writing, improve on my writing.

Back to games. Shall update tonight

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I guess the only thing to look forward to on friday is the kawaii kono sensei. He's really nice and cute, as in he keeps hai-ing and is really sweet.

However, if possible i'll like to miss the 'interesting' lecture early in the morning. It's so exciting that i cant sit still in my seat.

Right, more like it's due to the fact that i cant wait to get out of there. LOL.

Will be doing some volunteer work tomorrow. Cant wait to get in touch with those kids =]

Had a good day today =] . Met old friends and made new ones.

Met Wei ye at the bus stop on the way to town. So weird, after working for almost 2 years, i havent met him at the bus stop till today, 2 weeks after i left. Had fun talking to him on the way to town.

Went into Coca with Wen qi and Pam first. Seems like someone has a new fling. LOL. Next came Timothy and lastly Alvin Neo. We ate like tons of plates and it almost seemed as if we'll never stop. So happy, had someone to cook cockles and peel prawns for me for once. =] . That brother of mine would only do it at the insistance of my mom. LOL. Managed to sneak a quick visit to tonkichi at the pretence of going to the toilet. So happy saw jen san again. =]

Went walking around after that and was joined by a friend dubbed as ah boy. Followed Timothy to places that i've never dreamed of stepping into in Taka before heading to Heeren.

Had fun laughing with Wen Qi and we concluded that Orchard is a boring place while we were heading to Far East where we met ding, rina and mel. What a small world.

Went to this ulu place with Wen qi so that she can collect her ipod nano but alas, she couldnt collect it due to some reasons. Headed to Han's at Park Mall where we had the most atrocious drink at such a obscene price.

Headed to Marina to find mama to cut hair. Quite cheap lar $28 only. Quite like the style.

Yup overall it's a nice day. Wonder about tomorrow's culi though. Nights all

Realized that i didn't blog about yesterday's k-ing session. It was fun but somehow i guess i'm not cut out to go k-ing so often. Was so tired due to the lack of sleep the night before and the fact that the room was so not comfortable. Dont understand why they couldnt give us the bigger room like that time when we had 6 people.

Managed to survive another day in school. After seeing the schedule, i have this feeling of just running away to some obscure country and just living a simple life where i need not study.

True enough the best part of every semester to me is when we do projects. That's one of the main reasons i'm in a polythenic but this semester's timetable is really too overwhelming. I'm not really sure i'm prepared for it yet.

Seems that Kor will not be part of OCS anymore? or at least he'll have to head back to the army side should there not be any vacancy at this airforce place.

I wonder how he's taking this, i mean all my life he's the smart one and always ace everything. In fact i just confessed to my parents yesterday that i've always been jealous of my brother. Not just the reasons i gave about his school bringing him to places i never went, or joining brownies as he joined scouts but more of the fact that he aced everything that he did. A all rounder with his good grades and being good at sports. I mean he even went to the nationals.

I'd like to be there for him now as he had really seemed to like the air force and it's not easy to get to OCS and the fact that he haven't seem to fail so far. Failure is not new to me that i'll just shrug it off which makes my dad thinks that i delibrately refuse to study.It matters to me but i just dont show it that's all.

Whatever the road that's in front of my brother, i just wish him well. Hopefully it'll help him and let him improve on one of the reasons that he's not so perfect. The fact that he doesnt seem to speak articulately and seems to just live in his perfect little world.

I don't know what i'm blabbering about. Please ignore this post.

Pwoah.. the new plasma tv in our seminar room is really jaw dropping. Yes i said plasma tv and it's like what 40 inch? Haha i'm not sure but it's big. Mind you that's like 2 in every seminar room, therefore resulting in 8 in all 4 seminar rooms. Not just that, our toilets are security activated so for those who still dont know the code, please be prepared to stand outside like a fool before someone lets you in. Lol.

Okay jokes aside. I think that this is the first time we're all so excited to see each other after the long holidays. All busy chatting the moment we saw each other. Many of us discovered new things which some of us noted when we went back during the holidays for one reason or another.

To all those taking A levels, good luck. The days you have been slogging so hard for the last 2 years are finally here =]

Firstly a big happy birthday to Timothy =]


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Funny how i seem to be the 'parent' in the family at times. Somehow i'm starting to dread weekends more, most of the time when i'm awake, if for some reason my dad's not home, i'll probably have a bad day.


I really dont get it, why my dad's so short tempered at time. If he's worried about dying, shouldnt he be treating us better?


Every time my parents quarrel it's always up to me to make peace. Wait not just them, anytime anyone quarrels it's always me who have to pacify everyone. I really dont get it. Is it so nice to be at loggerheads at one another? Why cant my dad just let up sometimes.


So, another day spend in between my parents. I used to remember when we were younger my mom used to make my brother and i take turns walking with my dad least he 'strays' away and refuses to answer our calls as usual. Now, it's always up to me.


I'm tired. Cant i wake up in peace, us all getting ready for a nice brunch together?


Remembered something a certain friend told me but i cant bare to spoil his special day. However if you're reading this, your words did help alot. At least i managed to get through today and i guess, i made things a bit better. =]


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T10: our k-ing session is tomorrow after lectures


Wen qi & pam: Wed 1130 at orchard mrt k? .. do do up the invites list ..i'm fine with anyone you invite ..


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Till my next post.. byes and take care =]

So weird. While most parents refuse to let their kids date, my mom has been asking me lately when will i start dating.

To ma (though i doubt you'll read this): It's also a matter of whether people want me annot lei. Unlike you, i don't have people thinking that i'm pretty at your age.

My dad's pms-ing too. First he pinch my cheek, then raise his voice asking me whether i've printed out my timetable and to do it NOW before proceeding to pinch my other cheek claiming that i've gained alot of weight this holiday.

Fat is good k. Well, in moderation too i guess.

Now that i'm no longer bound to work, i shall
1) Go to the gym with my parents every saturday morning (and make a fool of myself)
2) Spend more time on dance
3) Spend more time on going out
4) Spend more time studying (or at least get better grades this semester)

That's all for now. Ciaos

Monday
9-10 FBOpsMgt (lec)
10-11 FacMgt (lec)
12-2 MICE (lec)
4-6 FBOpsMgt (tut)

Tuesday
9-11 FacMgt (tut)
11-1 MgtAccHT (lec)
2-3 LdgSysOp (lec)
4-6 MICE (tut)

Wednesday
12-2 LdgSysOp (tut)
2-4 MgtAccHT (tut)

Thursday
8-6 CuliSci

Friday
10-11 CuliSci (lec)
12-1 LCJA (lec)
4-6 LCJA (tut)

So hate Friday's timetable the most .. so many hours wasted and i have to end late. Rather start earlier, at least wont need to end at 6 everytime. Still, i'm happy for Wednesday's timetable. It so rocks.

Same class again, coolness, but changes HAVE to be done for project groups otherwise my future will look bleak again. Lol.

T10 people, K-box session this wed since we dont have classes, please confirm if coming.

Gotta go, take care all *muacks*

Had so much fun yesterday during our k-ing session. Despite the relatively small turnout (namely: teddy, sally, ivan, wei qi, boon and me) we had lots of fun. WE MUST HAVE ANOTHER SESSION SOON!!!!

I know my singing sucks lar .. and i cant sing most chinese songs for nuts coz i don't know how to read the words. How pathetic. Ivan, next time we go high on english songs le lar .. lol.

The four hours just flew by, wished they still had the 2-9 promotion. That'll be so damn cool. Anyway $12 for 4 hours aint that bad.

Headed for dinner at PS where we talked some more and listened to many of teddy's army stories. His friend joined us for a while before we headed of to Great World for ice cream.

I seriously hate to stay at home now. My beauty sleep is so being disrupted both at night and in the day. Every night i have problem sleeping and everytime when i can just fall asleep, my parent's door would slam shut due to the wind giving me a big shock. Mornings are worse due to the weeks of renovation done both directly above my flat and below. Argh. Not forgetting the bobby traps of alarm clocks my dad has for me around my room. I swear one day he's gonna kill me with all these nonsense. Doesnt he get it? If i want to sleep, even if you put is all over the room till it leads outside, i'll just turn off the alarm and go back to sleep.

Byes all. Take care.