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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

outings
fri
orchard
details update tmr
25 june
zoo .. prob night safari oso
details .. ask yasin .. haha
still in no mood to study due to sentosa looking too much like a resort? or i seriously miss tp.. hmm ... but at least i haven missed a lec or tut
stomach's feeling weird now..

Monday, May 30, 2005

hardly had any sleep last night no thanks to Business Etiquette class .. haha .. cant help it. Have to wake up early to prepare, make up and all .. am i getting better or wat?.. haha ..

saw darren at the underpass at outram .. wasnt too sure at first because i cant really see clearly with my contacts .. probably will have to do those yearly de ba .. den can take care of the astic part ..

it's really freakin hot walkin round sentosa in formal .. luckily only once a week ...

dad's birthday on wed .. wonder if tt stupid brother of mine will remember .. lol

finally will open the shop again on sun =] .. this week quite shuang .. sat 11-4 sun 10-3 ..

Madagascar on mon .. any takers?

~learn to let things go .. stop holding on to what makes you upset

Sunday, May 29, 2005

bought bout $1000 on stuff in 2 days .. mainly for biz ettiquette .. blazer n all ..

saw many 'famous ppl' today .. was in e same shop as PM Lee .. din know till i went out n 1 shop away .. den ma told me .. n there i was thinkin tt e guy was cute .. how i know he bodyguard man.. saw andrew siao at heeren .. not sure if i spelt correctly .. chrissypoo came to eat .. e guy wif him is cute .. lolx .. at least christopher looks good in pink .. kor so does not ..

really shld go to slp soon .. but i'm still not full from my cerals .. ceral for dinner .. how sad can it be

Saturday, May 28, 2005

thank goodness haven started on service .. so din hav to serve ppl e whole day .. had fun wif e balloons .. haven lost my touch =]

work was tiring .. ended at 11 .. dinner? ... 1145 .. pathetic man .. it's not tt i dont eat .. i do .. but at irregular time slots ..

wat they say is true .. bout e fish story .. will elborate more another time

gonna shower n slp now .. nitez all

Thursday, May 26, 2005

parents are weird ... xiao hai bu yao guan da ren de shi .. wif regards to such stuff we're kids .. other times we're adults .. i hate it .. y cant u juz admit it .. that u use friendster .. msn n all tt .. y lie .. i hate u for lyin .. i hate u for havin other women outside .. but .. i guess i cant do anythin rite? ...

sch's ok lar .. still borin .. went bk tp yest n i really miss tt place .. e vibrance ... compared to there .. sentosa is a dead town where the food alone can kill you .. so expensive lor ..

but on e bright side ...at least it doesnt feel like a sch .. feels more like a resort .. too much ba .. dont hav e mood to study yet ..

attachement startin soon .. goodness .. wonder if i'll get attraction or service first ... hope tmr will know ..

timetable's such a killer man .. wanted to pon sch on 13 june to go m'sia wif my family .. now cant le .. coz of tutor observation .. grr .. but hopefully i'll be left here wif my grandparents .. den can go out .. cool man .. *dreams* ..

gtg .. long day tmr ..tk care all *muacks

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

first day of sch ..well ..still in hol mood ba .. doesnt help tt e place is so much like a resort n i didnt hav enough fun!!! .. lolx .. felt out of place at e beach .. first time i went when it's so sunny .. besides was wearin skirt n shoe .. how to fit in?? ..

n seriously .. who in e right mind would wear formal to sentosa ??... wear so nice oso no one c ..lolx .. not like in tp .. at least still dont feel tt out of place coz oso got others wear formal wat ..esp presentation week ..no like here ... like tourist from some weird place .. lolx

speakin of which .. this grp of tourist tot we were tourist when we were tourin e island on e green bus .. wat a way to while time ...lolx

goin bk tp tmr .. hope can c lots of familiar faces.. =]

~missin u guys loads ..

Monday, May 23, 2005

will really miss seein you guys around in sch .. aw n joey at mensa .. kai wei at library .. anyone else anywhere .. sigh .. felt like cryin when i had to leave early juz now .. tho wat ma say is true .. "you xin jiu ke yi jian mian" .. but seriously .. it'll be hard .. wif work n all those .. really hope we can meet really often .. never felt so happy wif such a big grp of ppl .. even more welcomed den when i was in ntss ba ..

i muz say .. this time round .. we really bonded really fast n together .. i never felt so close wif even e ppl from np .. so much so tt i wanted to go out wif them everytime ..

sry guys .. would hav loved to stay .. but ya ... u know wat happened .. there's always next time so dont fret ya?.. n dont forget .. next outin to the zoo .. but i guess we'd go queensway first ba .. n mayb one day go bird park .. aft all teddy haven been there rite? ..

hav an idea ... one day pon class go k box? .. aft all this is first wk den no lec .. but up to u guys .. let me know ? .. asap? .. haha .. coz today mon le .. wonder if anyone will read this tho .. lol ..

sch tmr .. i still hate my timetable .. mon 9-12, 1-3... tues 9-1, 3-5 ... wed 9-12, 1-4.. thurs 10-12, 1-5 .. fri 8-6 .. killer man .. prob will request to work on mon n wed ba .. speakin of which .. aw .. u better do a good job ar . .haha .. think if i could hav met u guys for dinner if i din go out so early .. but aiya ... helpin aw get e job more impt ba .. haha .. tp will dominate tonkichi taka ..

miss u guys ... *muacks

Sunday, May 22, 2005

had fun at sentosa yest .. kinda regret workin... whaha ... the best part prob had to be when we started pushin n throwin ppl in the sea .. okay lar .. i was e first to be thrown in .. but not before we got ivan yun n steven in .. lol .. n aw .. stupidly run to the other island ..lolx .. no where to hide de lor .. n yes .. i stupidly believe they din wanna play anymore .. but it's fun lar ..

would hav thrown more ppl in e sea .. if they haven showered .. wat a waste .. lol .. had fun at e hawker there .. played more duh games ..

worked split today .. den darren n tim came today .. so happy .. coz got familiar faces .. hope i was ok today .. lately like quite .. sian at work? . .haha

dread e tot of sch startin .. fri's a killer man .. 8-6 .. somemore this fri workin 7-10 .. wah .. whole day service ..

hope i can go tmr ..

Friday, May 20, 2005

frankly i think our sch website system is quite screwed up .. spend so much time le yet i still cant c my timetable .. grrr...

dont bother smsin or callin my hp .. dont hav it wif me .. donno where it is either .. anythin call my hse ..

jackson .. bout tmr .. meet at habour front there bout 345?.. i call if i i'm not goin .. but shld be lar ..depends on tt mother of mine now ..

oh ya ..to darren .. bout wat i said bout no reasons for a broken heart .. i mean it .. it's juz a matter of how u look at things .. sometimes u juz hav to take a step back .. n after a while .. u'll realize tt it's nth much .. always look on e bright side of life =] .. there's nth tt worth makin u upset .. aft all everythin happens for a reason .. =] ..

had so much fun yest .. would love to hav stayed for e movie .. but ya .. mom bitched .. i guess u guys found out more bout wat i used to do huh .. haha .. my friends used to be shocked when i first told them .. donno bout u guys ..

~looks are deceiving .. so are characters .. dont judge me till you know me well ...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

feelin quite sore bout some stuff ... how i wish i could juz leave everythin behind ....

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

hey .. back from sentosa .. it was fun ..wif yun n pam .. loved e scorpian part .. they arent tt scary actually ..

best was meetin teddy aw sally n ivan aft tt .. aw did smthin tt .. well .. i cant say here .. but aw .. seriously lor .. u can forget bout us forgettin it lor .. even me being pinched by tt kid wont help lor .. haha

hope can go out sat .. workin 11-3 .. split on sun .. grr ..

nth much to write .. no mood ba .. anyways outings still on ..

19 may 430 at orchard ...

23 may .. pls respond u guys? .. really need to know e no before i can book e place .. but prob will go for e 2-7 package ...

~i tot u liked me ... but i guess .. i was wrong .. as always ........

Monday, May 16, 2005

too many pics to post up ..so go under my photos link ya? .. wonder who will turn up tmr .. sigh* ..

did henna today .. whaha .. cut my hair oso .. but doubt there's any diff .. mom got so pissed off wif e ger ...

new class is .. ok? .. at least pam is in my grp ..

nth much to blog ba ... do note e outings wor .. shant msg le .. so any updates pls check here okie?

Sunday, May 15, 2005

heya .. okie .. outings updates ..

19 may ...
4 pm ...
orchard mrt ...
movie n dinner ...
GLs n FAs
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21 may
1030 am .. habour front mrt
sentosa
all empires
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23 may
(time to be confirmed)
paradiz centre .. k box ..
radon GLs n FAs .. if others are interested pls let me know? ..
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was readin e new paper today ..came across this article bout pre-marital sex ..frankly .. i think that many of us are still virgins ba .. all these bout havin to hav sex at a young age coz others are doin so are juz hyped up .. if the media potrays that it's cool den the youths would think so .. rite?

i'm open to the idea of pre-marital sex ba .. but before you think i'm loose .. i think that it should only happen to someone i deem worthy .. worthy of spendin the rest of my life together with .. worthy of fatherin my child ..

sex should be seen as somethin sacred ba .. a union between 2 people who love and are in love with each other .. speakin of which .. marriage ..

i still remember ever askin my mom if she'll divorce my dad .. aft all .. he had gf outside .. but i guess the evidence din really come till when dad got admitted to hospital ba .. and frankly .. i dont really care if he has gf outside anymore .. i nearly broke up our family once i guess .. no pt doin it now ...

~i hav so much to tell .. but .. to who? ..

Saturday, May 14, 2005

thanks to all those who hav expressed their concern .. i'm feelin much better le .. now's juz to c if i can stop croakin like a frog or coughin my lungs out at every few sentance that i say .. haha but yup .. hope to be back to normal asap ..

kor's home .. but he's like such a jerk lor .. arghhhhhhh ..n y cant pa ask him to help water e plants .. grr .. so many other things lor

tmr no sentosa for me . but there's always next wk =] .. k box on 23 ya .. dont forget .. more updates soon .. look here for more news

feelin so pissed now .. no mood to write ..

~i love solitude but i hate being alone ... i love being wif ppl but i hate the crowd ..

Friday, May 13, 2005

felt like bloggin bout camp again .. haha .. seriously i think we damn xat .. we're like e most nua one yet we can do so well .. n we seem to be e onli GLs to always lie on e floor .. whaha

think tong hua can be our empire's song .. we always seem to be singin it .. even in out performance .. sadly e song had prob so we din finish e dance .. but we managed to sing eternal flame n tong hua ..

jam n hop was gr8 .. except towards e end .. coz got gastric ba .. so was in pain ..

loved e way most of us bonded together .. with one exception of course .. aft all .. he din even want to be in our empire .. so wat's e pt .. he din even put in any effort ..

oh ya .. pics taken on sun while shoppin for e stuff are up le .. go under photos or photoblog k

would liked to hav went out wif u guys today .. but there's always next time =] .. miss u guys

Thursday, May 12, 2005

havin a fever now .. suspect tt it happened during camp .. coz boon commented tt my hands were hot when we were dancin .. seemed to break out in cold sweat even when sittin down .. anyway it's official i've high fever .. hittin an all high of 38.6 this morn .. figure y i feel as if my brain is fried ..

camp was gr8 .. e freshies were happening .. not tt those workshop de werent .. feel kinda bad leavin early yest tho ..but seriously din feel well .. glad to know tt so many ppl care for me .. =] ..

best part was bein closer to so many of e GLs n clearin some air .. guess i wont be tt disliked now ba .. chattin till 4+ everynite is fun man .. gossips n all .. surprised tt i had energy at all ... but when sit down is another story lar ..haha ..

2nd again for final clash .. but their techtic was cool man ... gr8 wall of china .. would hav loved to stay wif ramoo all e way but .. rawok wasnt tt bad .. abit quiet onli .. but e noisest GL din hav much voice le .. so it was up to e few of us onli .. (not all .. coz of some .. ppl) .. feelin so mean now ..whaha

sadly no kbox at nite .. would organise one when i'm better .. wont b workin this wk .. yay =] ..

~missing e time at camp n workshop already

Sunday, May 08, 2005

hey hey .. back from camp .. too tired to go into details .. but it rocks man ..

changed uniform today .. not to soon man .. love e new .. one don look so sparstic .. besides darren came today wif ..i cant rem his name .. whaha .. glad i din look so weird .. haha

cant believe i'm still awake ... hardly slp at all .. n dont feel sleepy .. weird

mother's day tmr .. love u mum .. *muacks

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

camp tmr .. still not packin .. wonder y i'm in front of e comp now .. prob wont start packin till 11? .. watchin e show first .. whaha

hope to be in e same grp as teddy they all .. it'll be gr8 .. but argh .. keep callin me shooting .. thank you very much .. haha

will miss all my babies .. nth to say le .. ciaos

Monday, May 02, 2005

camp on wed .. somehow no mood to go .. rather go wild wild wet .. whaha .. hope mom n dad would seriously consider goin m'sia on fri to sun .. den ask grandma over ..den can .. PLAY ..haha .. no lar .. mainly fri can prob stop by christy's chalet .. which would mean tt i will die on sat since i'm workin 11-3 6-10 .. den sun can go wild wild wet if serene n manda can make it .. but ya .. still hav to work 6-10 .. sianz .. but at least can ask to go late .. whaha ..

would like to go wif them .. but ya .. stuck wif work commitments .. kor wont be out next wk anyway ..

ciaos den

Sunday, May 01, 2005

i still cant believe .. argh .. bad day today .. ok hav double pay n all but .. argh .. i rather not hav it den to hav wat happened .. happen

shld hav stayed in e kitchen wif my dishwash .. still cant believe .. i actually slipped .. spilled lots of things .. curry tea miso soup .. even scalded e cust wif e hot tea .. so paisei lor .. found out tt someone dropped e parsley den din pick up n i had to step on it .. not on purpose lor .. how can i c it when carryin 2 heavy trays .. is live impossible lor ..

heard tt e husband told jen san not to scold me but to warn me .. hey warn ur head lar .. as if i did it on purpose .. u can ask e rest lor .. this nv happen b4 .. if not for e parsley ... n e way e wife screamed .. u would hav tot she witnessed a murder .. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

stayed in e kitchen for e rest of e time .. thank goodness i had to do dishwash .. else .. argh .. donno how to face ..

achin all over now .. mayb gonna get e osim massager thing .. if it helps..