Projects are finally over, apologies for not staying all the way on thursday but i still had spring cleaning to do. Sorry to all. However, FBO so sucks can, making us submit FILA on thursday. Gave me a heart attack when i saw tuesday, but luckily after some confirmation, it's on 2 Feb.


Finally went for Jap after missing 3 lessons in a row, shall clear my next leave next week lol. Dont expect me to memorise the script over new year can, besides, i want to have some fun. =)


Gathering on Friday was great. =) Glad that i went. Saw many dear friends like Tabi, Geraldine, Fatima, Fida, Taufiq, Matt, Tiak Hee, Wei Jing, Wen Hong, Wei Yi, Ivan, Pei Yan and Zhi Qing. Did i miss anyone out?


Anyway BBQ was abit of a flop due to the strong winds, therefore we headed back to the house to cook over the teppanyaki stove. By the way, Ivan's place is like so damn cool, was so totally lost for words. Like. WOW!


More gatherings during holidays k, BBQ at my place =).


Apparently we both quite famous amongst each other's friend and we've seemed to have swop names.


I'm tired, long day tomorrow. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL =)

Projects are done and yet i cant have my beauty rest. At least not till the 2nd day of CNY. Sigh, i need my rest!!!! Think i'm falling sick too.


With regards to a certain group memeber, i think it's unfair if you think we're shutting you out as you've been informed of meetings by both emaill and sms and you always have lessons or work so dont blame us. Especially not me.


Dont think that i'm the one that doesnt give you the work to do and all. Firstly, i was only the leader for FM so if for any other subjects, dont ask me. It's not my problem nor my fault. Besides, how much can we update you when you're never around at our meetings and you work is just one thing - rubbish. It's not useful, it's not helpful and it just gives us a headache to edit. Frankly, we hardly even bother to put it in.


So dont you carry on thinking that i'm the one that's against you!


Cant be bothered with you. After all, PROJECTS ARE OVER! And hopefully i dont have you in my class again.


~wonder how many turned up for culinary yesterday .. lol

Presentation's finally over!


After all that mugging yesterday, flared tempers, sudden burst of "songs" we did it! And i must say i think we did a good job, despite the usual i think we didnt add in enough, i think it's not detailed enough, but now i know, we did what we think was right. =)


Certain incidents happened today that made me wonder. I hope that it's true, i hope that it's real and lastly i hope that it'll last. I dread to think how it'll be like.

Wow, i must say i'd like to thank Mr Warren Kwok CHEE HONG for this lovely opportunity to include being an engineer in my future resume. Yup, i can specialize in HVAC, Lighting and Laundry. Now should my career in Hospitality & Tourism fail, i can always be an engineer! Isn't that lovely?


And the best thing, this idiotic project is only 20% ...

If I wanted to know how HVAC works, I'd study engineering.


If I wanted to know how the lighting system works, I'd study engineering.


If I wanted to know how the laundry system works, I'd be an engineer.


But frankly which part of HTM says engineer?


I think that sometimes our lecturers just hold us to high in regard. For such a damn project, you'd think that we were in Degree level at the very least. Like hello? Why the hell would i want to know how such systems work in a semester when others have 3 years to learn about it?


Another thing, why should i be bothered about a restaurant that is doomed to fail in China when firstly their layout is horrendous? If you cant even stand to stay there to work, what makes you think we can save such a pathetic hotel with our 'knowledge' gained from you?


Projects just sucks.


Band Concert was not bad i guess, fall asleep partly but it's due to the fact that i slept at 3 and woke up at 8+? Not forgetting that i changed my sofa seat covers alone and cleaned the fans while my brother happily took a nap. Hell, so what if he's tired, he doesnt need to do much at the army considering his injured leg. Am i not tired after sleeping so late almost daily? Am i not mentally drained from all the projects?


Your excuses are the same everytime. He's tired. So i cant be tired la? For someone who i thought would understand me best, i seriously think i'm wrong. To you i'm just someone out to have fun isn't it. Does it ever occur to you that i do make an effort? That maybe i'm just taking a much needed break to save myself from going insane?


I'm tired. Please shoot me dead.

I think that for the first time i safely say that i think i'm in love. Weird? I dont think so. Sometimes being in a relationship doesnt mean being in love but for some reason or a another, i really do think that i'm in love.


Somehow i cant seem to stop blushing whenever he looks at me.


I find myself thinking about having a future together, just maybe.


I cant wait to see him and just would like to see him everyday.


A part of me wants to keep it quiet yet another part of me just wants to shout it out to the world.


I don't know what i'm saying but yes i do think i'm in love for once haha.
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On another note, do i look like a freaking engineer to you? Lucky folks get 3 years to learn on facility management yet i have to learn on 3 Golden Systems in like weeks? I'm tired, work are sent in late, i hate the idea of pieceing all the work together and yes executive summary, introduction and conclusion is not done, not forgetting presentation slides. Doesnt help that we're the first group too.


Back to work.

Note to self: If you are ever that crazy to take part in Open House again next year as a course guide;
1) Wear flats, as in for black shoes
2) Get lots of rest the night before
3) No matter how tempting the cookies are, just take one
4) Carry a bottle of water around of at least sweets.


Was like so freaking tired after the whole event even though i sneaked off slightly earlier. But my back was aching, my voice was disappearing and i was just to darn tired repeating the same things over and over again. My mind even went black when i was talking to some of the people for a while, but hey i think i managed to convince quite a few people to sign up. One mother was even so impressed that she asked for my name. Despite all the backache and all, i'm still quite proud of myself.


Was happy when the lecturers praised us, i mean they did tell me directly that i've been doing a good job but i would think they told the rest the same because frankly we rock. I mean our chat room was like so crowded the whole day, not just with our own people but with students too. Coolness, the other chatrooms were like quite quiet.


The funny thing was to have to explain the difference between HTM and LRM, leisure resort management. Gawd, some people still dont get it even after me explaining 2-3 times.


Yea anyway headed to town for a walk after that.


And oh yea, credits to a certain someone who was so lovely to go all the way to TM to help Pam fix her shoe. =)


Feel so xing fu.

Apparently only one guest turned up for lunch at RITS, our dear lovely Mrs Teo. And how many people from T10 turned up for culinary science. 6, excluding me of course. Lol. I was 'happily' typing away in the comfort of cyber centre for which is my first time i entered. So sua ku lo. Lol.


Hmm, wonder if our secret plan can still be carried out, lol, after being caught by 2 mutual friends. Even if it cant be carried out, it's ok, at least we can be aboveboard about it =).


Open House tomorrow, cant wait. But the thought of waking up early and spending hours in heels, i guess isnt enough to deter me. Haha.


No idea what i'm typing now. Haha.


I miss you =)

Shall attempt a post before i start on my oh so dreaded projects. Decided to skip accounts to save myself from further vommiting blood after the oh so useless if you give me the manual i'll teach myself OPERA lesson. Frankly i'll do a better job learning on my own than have you ask us do some stupid stuff without teaching us how and getting so esperated when we have no idea what she's talking about. For someone who haven't uttered a single vulgarity in a long time, i lost count of how many what the f*** i uttered out loud.


Accounts tutorial is frankly useless to me. All i need are the answers and some time before exams and i'll get it myself. I'm not bragging but as long as one has the answer, it's quite easy to figure out la.


Speaking of exams, HTM Year 2 please take a good look at our exam timetable as follow.



Management Accounting & Finance for Hospitality & Tourism BAF2009
20 Feb 2006 09:30 - 11:30


Food & Beverage Operations & Management BHT3007
21 Feb 2006 14:30 - 16:30


Meetings, Incentives, Conventions & Exhibitions BHT3008
21 Feb 2006 19:00 - 21:00


Facilities Management BHT3009
22 Feb 2006 14:30 - 16:30


Lodging Systems & Operations BHT3011
23 Feb 2006 09:30 - 11:30


I know i did ask for 2 papers in a day so that it finishes faster but no i didnt mean for it to be like in the afternoon and the later paper in the evening! Like hello, finish at 9? By the time i reach home will be like 10+ and i dont need to eat le la. How to study for the next paper, not that i will actually. And yes not that i'll stay all the way but still!!! Shitty.


Projects are due!!! I hate this semester's projects. People learn about the air condition system in a semester and i have to do a report on it without being taught much? WTH.


Shall stop ngiaming and start on projects.


I miss you!

How much bad luck can a person get in a day. First i got ranted by my mom for i don't know what reason which leads to her nagging at me before proceeding to shout at me when i didnt answer her. And yup, there she goes taking my hp and going thru my messages when i have to throw the rubbish, feed my pet and all the nonsense that she wants me to do. Irritating! She seems to like pms-ing lately.


Next i got scolded by my dad who deemed my dressing as too revealing i guess but hey it's just a tank top and cargo pants! So yup got into my second row of the day and just headed out. Parents have double standard at times. First he gets my mom to buy me a tube, next he complains when i wear one. o.O


I stupidly hit my self against the pull out board where the keyboard is at the lab today when i backed too fast. Still hurt even when i attended dance.


Not forgetting my bag which zip so happily came out and i couldn't save it which resulted in me spending $70+ on a new bag. I'm like so broke le lo, now i cant buy my bro this top i was planning to give him.


And let's not go to how my parents refuse to speak to me nicely and for hating my tone when i talk back. Hey you started raising your voice first okay! You know i hate it when you do that.


I'm still pissed at my mom for spying on my handphone after taking it away while i was still messaging halfway last night. I thought we had the trust there and that you understood me. But frankly it's just a wishful thinking on my part aint it. After all if it weren't for the carelessness on your part, you wont have me so soon after having kor and life wouldnt be so troublesome for you now right?


Dont know what i'm talking about anymore. On one hand i'm getting i feel as if i'm losing that bond with my parents which is seriously fustrating and depressing. Yet on the other hand i feel so xing fu because of you my dear and all my friends.


Somebody just shoot me dead would you?

Thank you my dear for the lovely gift that you got for me =) so sweet of you to keep getting lovely surprises though i hardly get you any. Still my surprise was worth it right =).


Saw many friends while at TP to do projects today. Realised that i'll probably miss alot of them after they graduate by the time we return back to TP.


Projects are due and i still cant stop procrastinating! Shall attempt soon. Haha.


Watched In Her Shoes which was the usual Hollywood plot when all turns out well but still, the show is really sweet. Parental Guidence strongly advised especially since the starting was quite, ranchy? lol.


And yes, lili alvin and gu, is your curiousity finally satisfied =).


On a random note, this is my 180th post.

I think that this world can be quite sad. Children renouncing their parents due to religion. Yes it does happen and sometimes to people close to your heart. Wanted to post about this precendently but was always 'interrupted' by my other train of thoughts.


Heard about how some distant relatives refuesed to attend their parent's funeral due to religion. Mainly they're christians but their parents arent. Is this what the bible teaches one? Shouldnt we be tolerant of each other's beliefs and respect each other despite a difference in religion. In fact what's a religion? To me it's just something to believe in and in a way acts as a guide in our life.


I still remember how my dad used to make us attend church with us when we were younger. It wasnt a problem to me until i joined the youth sunday school. Still i remember ever thinking must i be a christian so that i will be saved? What about the other religions? Will they not be saved because they're not christians?


Anyway i dont see why they cant cast their religion aside and sent their parents on their last journey. The years of hardwork and pain cant be compared to a religion?


My maternal grandparents passed away when i was young but during a recent conversation about it recently, i gained new respect for my dad. It was evident that my aunts were thankful to my dad, helping them with the funeral despite the religion differences. Although i know he'll like us to be christians and forces me to attend service every sunday now that i dont work, he still visits the temple with us and pays respect to my grandparents, just that we dont use the joss stick anymore.


I think that the world should have more people like my dad. Respect each and every religion and to me, at the end of the day, it's the family ties and friendship that matters, not religion.


By the way did you know that Singapore Casket is owned by a Jew?


Do note this post is not to offend but i'm just stating what i feel about people who would not give their parents the due respect all because of religion differences.

Yesterday was great! Not only did it not rain, i skipped Jap tutorial to play monopoly and walk around Habourfront =).


Met him to watch the Musical Fountain which is so much different from what i remember eons ago. Still i must say i enjoyed myself and like finally after a year have i caught the show. Whatever that happened will always have a special place in my heart =). Took the cablecar and the view was simply breath taking. Had great fun =) never knew that the night scene in Singapore was so tranquil.


Projects are due soon and i cant seem to stop procrastinating.


I want to watch movies! In her shoes, Elizabethtown, Memoirs of a Geisha and Cheaper by the Dozen 2.

Trail cooking today was successful and the highlight was definately the dessert which was mainly peacock's work. I was doing the not so successful brandy snaps or glass cookies and the orange sauce. However i'm still proud as i'm doing desserts =). People do make early bookings on the last Thursday of school week 14. Trust me, food is good.


Jeremy Sim even said that it was happening despite him not supposed to give comments till the actual day. He even told the afternoon batch that it was very positive. *beams*


Am being put down on friday for Open House. Do come visit me people. Lol.


Had a lovely time walking around Suntec, followed by Marina, Esplanade and lastly Raffles City. That seems to be the place for us hur. Haha, not that i mind.


Saw my lovely da ge, Willy today =), been such a long time.


I got a new phone le, so happy and yes it's out of my own pocket. My mom doesnt pay for such materialistic items anymore, not that i want her to anyway.


I shall start on MICE. Take care all.

Please do not tempt me with Monopoly tomorrow.


Speaking of which, the site is so lagging these few days. Attempted to play during OPERA lesson to no avil. Couldnt seem to start a table thus we ended up entertaining ourselves at the main lobby. Conversation was funny especially to those reading or involved. The best being the guy asking us to stop lol-ing which resulted in us spamming the area with lols. Weird people who cut into our conversation making us think real hard who they may be.


Wednesdays are supposed to be the best days, due to the short hours and being able to go home early the only day of the week. Yes 4pm may be late but that's my earliest ok. Teachers seem to dislike us especially a certain 'I want all of you to pass that's why i changed your grouping' teacher. Thanks, not only have you made things worse, freeloaders arent gonna change and neither are we going to have a better time. Mrs 'Alvin i'm so cold' doesnt seem that bad anymore. Frankly she's ok as long as she loses her hum sup longing looks at Alvin, giving that idiotic look when we dont pay attention, attempt to crack lame jokes and such.


Was watching TabTV and they were talking about people who suffer depression and mutilate themselves. Brought back lots of memories and i'm glad, in the end i didnt become one of them. Still i guess i wasnt any better by swollowing numerous panadols, running away from home, smoking and such. Do note all these are all in the past, please don't judge me on it.


Depression does get to anyone of any age, but ultimately it's how much you want to save yourself before you can snap out of it. It always help to have someone to talk to instead of bottling it all up. Therefore should any of you need a listening ear, i'm always here.


I hope it doesnt rain on friday =)

I've updated Randomzoo10 already. It's getting dead people!!! Lol.


Anyway here i am digressing even more than ever. Despite having spent most of my afternoon playing Bejeweled 2 instead of project, i still dont have the motivation to do anything.


Sadly i couldnt go out today due to some reasons. A thousand apologies dear one. I hope it doesn't rain on friday and i cant wait for our surprises to unfold. So fun. Haha.


CNY is coming and yet i've not done my shopping. Shall ask ma for a budget which will come out of her pocket instead of mine this time. I can't afford to pay for myself now that i'm not working anymore. However once the holiday starts i shall work hard and earn more money. =)


Our new TV came today and to think i used to think our old TV was gigantic. I was definately proven wrong when i saw the new TV. The old one looks so minute next to it now.


Do note that although i SEEM rich and that my money never seems to deplete, it's all my hard earned money. Apart from my basic allowance of $180 a month which includes transport, all other expenses are borne by me. I was quite surprised when my friend noted this out to me once. Asking me that despite complaining of a miserable allowance, i dont seem to run out of money. Well my dears, it's because i save the money i earned while working and i only spend abit more on pampering myself with food and an occasional material item. There you have it.


Talking about money, i'm still pissed at a certain poor girl who claims to be poor and yet is able to spend $500 in a WEEK. Oh my, wonder where it leaves poor beggars like me who dont even spend that much on material items on myself in a year.


Not exactly looking forward to CNY actually, having to go round visiting. Frankly i prefer my mom's side as compard to my dad as it's much closer to the heart and less political? That i don't know anymore. Sigh, all the fake smiles enough to cramp the cheeks.


Hopefully there'll be more change of plans this year. =)

I cant believe but it's true,

I'm just glad i got to know you. =)

For some reason, i've seemed to lost all mood and inspiration to do projects. Just don't know how to go about it which results in much procrastination and untouched work the last few nights. Sleep doesnt seem to be enough.

Project work seems to be getting more over-bearing especially with the inclusion of MICE's field assignment to be done by Friday.

8 days into the new year and we've already had our first charity show. The donation doesnt seem to be coming in in thousands like previous years. I still remember the times when donations were only $2.

One reason for the lack of donation would be NKF saga i guess. Frankly i think that they should have done it after the new year, after all the collection of red packets and definately after people have some time to forget about NKF.

I did my part and donated $5. Haha. No matter what at least i can say that i've done my part for charity and have a clear conscience. If they were to spend the money unnecessarily as for NKF, well i guess they can only blame themselves in future. People dont forgive that easily the second time i guess.

I shall attempt my project. Ciaos all.

Su Ting ran 3 rounds today which totals to 1.2km. Can you believe it??? Would love to have done much better but sadly the last time i ran was during secondary 4. So i guess i'm proud of myself considering that i didnt stop and walk.


Felt quite proud of our school for organising the Will @ TP event, however, i highly doubt anyone bothered about the emcee. I thought they were well... horrible? I'm sorry but it's true.


Talked to Wei Qi at the lounge while passing time, Qi, next time can always call me anytime to rant. =] Not forgetting, saw many friends today which made me think twice about wanting to stay in Sentosa for the rest of the school life. Lol. Just kidding.


Finally caught The Cronicles of Naria. It's really nice, including the fighting scenes. Headed to Suntec to walk before heading to esplanade. I agree i'm a mountain tortise, i've not been round esplanade seriously. The view on the roof is simply breath-taking, it just makes me at a loss of words. Company was really great today, thanks to all that i've seen.


I think that when guys exclaim how disgusting it is to see those mushy cant keep their hands off each other couples are, deep down that's what they want to do too. Lol.


I wonder if it's still possible in our generation to live happily ever after and hold hands while spending the rest of your days despite the graying or thinning hairs, wrinkle and all.


Maybe i should take up pole dancing. Lol. Just kidding.

I can barely keep my eyes open but yet here i am doing up my blog as the links cant work.

New hair colour for the new year =]. Shall try not to dye my hair so often this year.

I think all that frying in the afternoon has gotten to me. Despite showering i still feel as i i smell of oil. Sick.

Apparently a certain someone was too lazy to slowly find my blog and resorted to asking a mutual friend. Haha i'm just kidding.

Today was great, had lots of fun talking, sharing about secondary school life and all and not forgetting laughter. Frankly all my nervousness and inhibitions left the moment i saw him. Total different from having blood gush to my head and my heart pounding on the escalator up to the control station.

Walked aimlessly around Marina, there's still alot that needs to be done before the crowd will come in full force even during the weekdays. Had Andersons which satisfied my craving for their Belgium Chocolate. Yummy.

Wondered around abit more before heading for dinner at the food court. Caught part of the laser show which was one thing - romantic. Haha, it's just something different from what i'll usually do and it did satisfy my curiosity of going there with someone special after i first knew about the show years ago.

Like a friend said, the best things in life happens when you least expects them to. That's why they are so wonderful. This just puts all my thoughts in words.

Just finished Nicholas Spark's Message in a Bottle. It's really sweet and romantic and unlike those fairytale endings whereby the main starts lives happy ever after, this really brings tears to the eyes.

It started of with Theresa, a columnist who happened to pick up a bottle with a message inside one day at the beach. Touched by what was written, she posted the letter with the encouragement of her boss. This attracted a reader to send a similar letter that was found and leading to Theresa finding a 3rd letter.

Intriqued, she decided to located the author of the letters and soon found herself falling in love with him. At first everything was ok despite the long distance between them. However, the day that Garret (the author) asked Theresa to move down with him, he found that she has 3 of his letters and flared up. Leaving Theresa no chance for explanation he packed his things and left on the earliest flight.

Disheartened, Theresa flew to Garret the next day and initiated a cooling off period leading to Garret sailing despite the fierce storm leading to the crashing of his boat and his body being found.

The story is really quite heartwarming and i do like the fact that it's quite close to the heart.

I just hope that it's true,

and what happens will be like a lovely dream that i wont wake up from.

I dont want the same,

just that we can create a wonderful story together.

*image worx*


*toot cheer*

Pictures are up and i made it smaller so you can either ask me for the original one or just take from my pictures link, under Jan06.

To those who added me in friendster, i think my account has some problem as it shows that i dont have any pending invites.

One year is gone, just like that and soon it'll be new year, camps, internship, and graduation. So fast!

Let's see for 2005 what have i done,
1) Finally quite work at Tonkichi
2) Helped out at Rasa's event which left a bad impression
3) Had lots of fun as the bar girl at SATS cathering
4) Became a host and got to watch many nice fashion shows at Singapore Fashion Week 2005
5) Made some mistakes which are over and done with. Some people can carry on living in their fantasy land.
6) Cooked a decent western meal from scratch for my family
7) Made numerous of new friends
8) Went out more with my friends
9) Had a birthday party =]

Hmm, i cant really think of much at the moment but over all 2005 was fine with the exception of one major mistake. Oh well.

The signs seems to be there,

but i simply dont dare,

i wonder if it's true,

or will it just be a case of deja vu?