Had free facial and manicure yesterday, compliments of Tonkichi Takashimaya.

As if, lol.

Was sent to do dishwashing, good in a way, was abit too tired to be a runner and at least there's 9.33 playing in the kitchen. I should never think about the amount of plates coming in again. Just when i was thinking, "hey today not bad, just nice, still got abit of time to slack" and suddenly wham, one whole load of trays just flew in. Goodness, luckily i'm still fast, didnt jam at all yesterday =]. Ended up with fingers looking like shrivelled up prunes at the end of the night.

Still waiting for replies so that i can see how much damage would be made to my pocket for the BBQ, to those who haven't replied, please do. Shall post up a wishlist soon.

Whaha, booked kor for that day, so he won't be going out with his girlfriend for so long or even at all. *evil grinz* It's my birthday so don't you dare vie with me for MY BROTHER. Been such a long time since we spent together.

Back to project.

pan luo liang ren

Do i really look that different every monday and friday? Due to the make up and my hair being twisted up? Mr Aloysius seems to think so. Haha.

Service today. Had to serve this group of Rasa hoteliers, i must say, they are scary. Went up trying to feel confident. Ended up feeling lost. They were ok, but i don't know. Didn't help that my waitress had to double up as captain due to some... reasons. All i can say is that while he thinks he's funny, he's just making a fool of himself and making us look.. bad.. in front of the guest. I want to know what's their exact comments so that can improve, but they didn't fill in any comment cards.

Oh ya, became Wendy today due to my forgetful brain. Forgot about my name tag so Mr Neo just lend me one. I'll seriously miss RITS, i think i'd prefer there to Images. Hope Friday we get half day. Had fun with the photo session, pity that brother of mine too the digicam.

Back to work.

I merely dyed my hair red. Ok, i admit, it's kinda too bright but i'm not lian!!!!! Please stop calling me that, why should i be judged due to my hair colour? I'm still the same old me, hate my fringe though, oh well.

Went tanning today, not really tanned though, just abit, but it was fun though, haha, next week again?

Joined BSC subcomm, haven't told mom and dad yet, can hear them screaming already, hmm, see how it goes, planning to join SU de also, so ya take a step at a time.

Something just struck me just now. If the project is such a killer now, what about FYP, wont it be worse. *shudders*

Oh ya, met this 2 nice australian ladies yesterday, one of which lost her husband here during the world war 2. Kinda pitied her, losing her love one at the war, she should have been quite young then. I doubt she remarried. Wow, imagine loving someone so much that the space is irreplaceable. I don't know, it's quite like the book "where rainbows end". After wasting so much time, their youth, they finally realise that they were meant for each other after 50 over years. All the time they could have been together if each had the courage to tell the other that they liked each other, they decided to play the waiting game.

Back to projects.

So desu neh. Found out the reason for the sms, as requested, a second chance would be given, only because of Mr Aloysius. He's cute sia, talk to HuiLan about the project then suddenly turn to me saying that i look smart in formal, like those office worker. Kinda happy, because it means that i have a higher chance of doing well for BESE =), maybe my only chance of getting a B or A. *prays hard* but ya, still feeling happy. Though it was funny about me looking normal on such days as compared to "adnormal" office lady mondays.

Such a loss of face during APEL, everything was so damn impromptu, and why must i always be the mother and the one to make a big fuss? lol but i guess it was more interesting than the first part because we were like "fighting" with every scenario. Still cant believe i did that. -.- .. haha

Be up for a surprise the next time you see me. haha, shall do a mini make over.

Failed case study, wonder why everyone's surprised i took it so lightly. Cant say that i did a very good job, so i guess, failure is my fault?

Tanning tomorrow, cant wait, hope it doesnt rain. Cant wait for 27 aug either.

Back to work.

Ate at RITS today, pity them though, so little customers, maybe that's why the teachers ate there. For us, we ate there because there wasn't anybody and decided to peng chang siying they all since they came to peng chang us weeks ago. Total, 2 tables of students, 3 tables of teachers, including Mr Neo and Mr Joseph who are supposed to be supervising them and 1 couple.

Food was nice and filling. Had free coffee, and lots of laughter. Mr Neo lar, he and his sacarsim, but hey at least we get drinks on the house. The service was not bad lar.

Something must be wrong with pammie and ting today, lol *pls dont kill me* .. haha ... so damn high lor. Make us all laugh like mad.

Pammie, tanning on thurs k ... haha .. anyone else wanna join? *prays it doesnt rain*

Feel kinda bad cancelling work, shall start on Marketing now so that i wont be "letting Jen san down" by cancelling work and slacking instead .. ciaos all

Simply love Paddle Pop Frozen Thickshake eaten with the wooden spoon. Just reminds me of the good old days when kor and i would wait at the door for the ice cream truck and would even wait outside at times. Feel so old just reminising about the past ..lol ..

Mom's right, keep books away from. I cant seem to tear away from a book once i start reading, yes i'm a self proclaimed book worm, but it must be interesting to me lar. Figures why she wont buy me the latest Harry Potter book till i finish rushing my projects. Just as well, no distraction.

With regards to a certain sms received today. It's simply too late. You arent the only one with damn personal problems, if it was really that bad you should have stated right from the start and stop your damn work. Besides it's only one week to the due date, do you seriously think that by sending this message all would be well?? Please use your brains. It wont make up for all the times we have to stay up late doing up the work, us losing sleep because we are worried about the project. You, due to your work. No one's against that and you arent the only one working damn it. Fuck your reasons man. We dont cut you off all the times, but neither is your idea feasible or concrete. So what's the deal with the sms now? Just so that we'll pity you and give you higher peer apprasial marks? Hell no man, stop pissing me off before i really scream at you. Wait, that's if you are around in the first place. Damn you.

Anyway, goodness it's really bad when even make up cant cover up how tired you are. But who in the right mind would be awake for a 9 am class .. lol .. had such a fufilling sleep during Club Spa though it was interesting. Of course it's Mr Aloysius, not eh-hum .. whaha .. *evil grinz*

Shall try to attempt accounts

Turns out, I'm not allowed to quit, only allowed to take leave. *ponders* Either Jen san is really really short handed, or i'm doing quite a good job. I'll like to think it's the latter whaha...

Heard some complains today from them about the kitchen part-timers. If she really thinks paying them the $6 is not worth it, why not cut their pay and give it to us? haha.. after all we're paid lesser for even more work. They don't have to worry about customers complaining, see their face, smile even when you're super tired, lug the trays even when you have no more energy, rush because the kitchen keep ringing the bell, clear the place as fast as possible, and the list goes on. Actually they're really doing easy job for the $6.

Had some cute kids at work today, which made it slightly easier to bear, since i was thrown to do the front section alone again .. sigh. Didnt want to wake up to work, not after yesterday.

Finally had the chance to go HQ, sadly only Yu Wen remembered me. Yu xuan was cute though, keep hugging me the moment i saw her, leaning on me and letting me carry her. She's such a sweetie. If i have a kid, i want a kid like her .. haha.. Yan Hao is such a cute boy, calling me biao yi, before deciding to call me lao yi ... that's like what he should call my mom lor -.- ... but he's cute lar, calling his sister a dreamer .. lol ..

So happy, one week leave for first week of August. Cant wait to have a BBQ, starting to plan now. So to all, keep 27 Aug free for me =] .. lol ..

Bought a new book today, Where Rainbows End, it's really nice, finished almost half ever since i started reading it on the way home. Cant wait till the end =]

Case Study down, prepared to fail. Better start on the Club Spa and Applied Research.

Totally aching all over. One thing for sure, it's almost impossible to do a good job with 3 people running the place. If you thought i was flustered in the afternoon, well, at night was worse.

Was totally surprised to see Timothy there, and Mom's griping now about me not acknowledging his Mom. Ya guess i was at fault. So sorry about my shivering hand. But I guess that was better than nearly spilling the curry set once again. Due to the weight and my hand suddenly losing power, I kinda had to 'run' to the table and well, slamed it on the table? Better than it landing on the floor. Didn't dare to carry 2 trays when there were tonjiru or curry set least the same happened again.

Didn't really eat much for lunch. Wasted $7 on Yoshinoya, didn't expect to have such a little appetite though. Thanks to Pammie who accompanied me around. Which reminds me, there's having some sort of credit card promotion at the fountain there i think. Don't we look below 18? The group of guys didn't seem to believe. But the worse was. "Bei shua le"... There was this guy who went "suting, remember me" for a moment i really thought i had a severe memory loss but it turned out that he saw my name tag -.- ... realised only when they group pointed at my name tag .. grr.. so qi shi ren

To sleep now, work tomorrow morning.

~when i saw you, my heart just went thump thump thump

Please note that i'll probably be having a BBQ at my place at the end of next month, probably the 27. All are invited, but let me get the details settled first ya? haha ...

Hmm, Service today. So happy, all the tables in the section that i did with Kai Li all had good comments for us, Excellent and all. Still remember when Mr Joseph was asking who was the captain in charge of table 10, i still slowly raise my hand thinking that something went wrong. The moment he said excellent, i was so super shocked, haha ..k i acted retarded .. nah ... lol .. Kai lilililili, we make a great team with peacock and pei wen =] .. we rock..

Proficiency test. Hope i did well, was the first to be tested. Cleared the table, change table cloth just to have Mr Neo say that it was the wrong table cloth. Luckily he just ask me to change it to the proper one than pass me.

Wine, argh !!! Taught so many people the procedure just to forget whether i should bring the wine bucket first or the glasses, decided to just go with the flow. Didn't say the vineyard loud enough, so Mr Joseph was like telling me how to go about presenting it. I did it correctly, not loud enough ba. Spilled abit of 'wine' argh!!! .. couldnt really see .. before i realised it, it was on the table cloth. Anyway, think i did quite an ok job after that.

Menu, think i did ok. Managed to recommand an apperitif but wrong pronounciation? Hey it's in french and i zon speak zee french...lol... recommanded salmon and salad for someone who wanted it light.. should be ok ba .. cant wait to know my results.

I'm gonna be posted to images, but been hearing quite a lot of rumours about deployment ..hmm ... donno .. anyway hope they'll let us go back for CCN day. I miss the people at TP !!!

Shall catch up on tv time .. ciaos all

I've finally finished Summary of Research Findings. Total 73 pages, lesser than my raw research findings (75 pages). Oh well, hope i managed to do a good job, keep having this naggy feeling that i did it wrong. *trying to stop thinking about it*

As usual, work submitted, haiz three words... CMI BIG TIME... Hopefully our plan works on Wednesday. Anyway one down, more to go.

By Monday,
1) Case Study
2) Marketing - segmentation
3) APEL - service reflection
4) Applied Research

Have this feeling there is more, but just cant seem to think what it is. APEL is lamesville man, imagine doing community service ... IMAGINE ..like -.- ...

Ate candy floss today, so happy, having the whole cone to myself, prefer the olden days ones tho, so much softer and easier to pinch off. Felt like such a big kid eating it..haha... weirdness ...

Proficiency test tomorrow, everyone's asking me for help, hopefully what i told them is correct, else die .. all my fault .. haha .. but seriously no idea about the menu, so gonna fail that man...no shall think positively, i'll barely pass it.. lol ...

K shall sleep before i blabber off tomorrow, Captain.. haiz .. i miss bar ...

subway cookies. Such a nice way to reward oneself. Haha.

K so i'm back from watching Fantastic 4 with teddy, yasin and audrey, it's nice, felt it was abit draggy, guess coz i'm too tired ba. Didn't help that my contacts were giving me problems. Jessica Albea *spell correctly?* is so damn chio lor. The story line is quite sweet, how i wish it could happen to me haha *dream* Teddy ar, next time dont bring us go wrong place can? ..lol. exit on the right, he turn left and we just followed, with a group behind us. Lol, was quite funny, the blind leading the blind.

Project work ar, as usual.

Work, tmr 630-10, sat 12-4, 6-1030, sun 6-10... where got time to do work?gambatei!

No more money le... i want a investment banker boyfriend, lol.

Went back to my old house recently, miss it so much. Those were the good days.

Hope to have a bbq next month.

*updates*1:15 am
Finally finish research findings le, at least according to me,haha. Cant be bothered to go on le.75 pages le lei, besides doubt Ms Tan would want to read all our research findings. Let say if in total, 100 pages? 5 groups means 500 pages and if she has a few classes?...wow...

Totally forgot about Friday's proficiency test. Wish me luck ya? Hope i dont screw up, then get A?.. haha .. fat hope ...

I don't get it, why keep messing us up with the announcements???? I seriously don't know what's expected le, all last minute notices, so drastic changes, just what is her problem????

Feeling so pissed and tired now, yes, everyone's dreading projects, it's just to massive for us to handle, damn the IRs...

Cant believe i fell asleep during accounts lecture, while copying notes also. Haven't done such a thing before except for zhang wei's lecture which i only went once? and video presentation. Help!!! ..just too tired le. Same thing happened during tutorial also.

22.5/40 for mid semester test. sigh, passed at least though.

Losing all hope now. Someone save me?

Did you see her eyes,
while she walks alone the street?
Did you notice the tears,
rolling down her cheeks.
Do you bother to ask her why,
or your shoulder for her to lie.
As she wonders along her way,
passing another day

k i'm crapping, i really give up ...

~investment bankers are really rich, i want one haha

~Feeling so high now ..haha .. thanks to k-ing this afternoon. Decided to give ourselves a little R & R and went to chinatown kster, by the way, the are having a promotion till National Day, $4.99 even for weekends, after the +++, cost about $8.40? Had lots of fun with Mimi, Pamie and Ting.... losing my voice now though...

Project, shant even bother to going into details, one word, screwed, totally.

Still havent done case study and service reflection, let alone learn the menu for test this Friday. As above, screwed.

Work, seems to getting more days thanever, someone come work please?

Wonder if i should go for movie on Wednesday... hmm ...

~why must the girl make the first move also? ... if possible i'd rather not ...

Back from Audrey's BBQ, once again sorry for having to leave so early, but ya, stupid projects due. Hope you enjoyed yourself though.

Was at TP the whole day, didn't really see much TP people, as in saw more from TAS de, guess due to the fact we were huddled some where in the library. One thing i like about Resource Centre more, it has nice music. Ate curry chicken rice, mmm ..miss it along with many other food and not forgetting my apple aloe vera, you sure don't see that at TAS.

Awards for the lamest excuses i heard this year....
"I'm sorry i didn't do my things, my house had a power shortage the whole day, will send you the things tomorrow" .. *somewhere along this line* *claps* *wolfwistle* *bows* ... well well well, this message being sent at 8+ p.m. really a whole day man. And according to some random source, power shortages never last for more than 2 hours. So, did you not pay your bills? Well, then it's kinda impossible you'll get it so soon... Another thing, Singapore does have usage of computers at places such as libraries, internet cafe and SCHOOL.

Benefits of doubt given. "Did you check your mail?" "i send it, i'm serious" .. well well, mimi's serious that she didnt get it either. So, i guess the mail is laggy, sure. When asked to check the sent mail portion, "orh, i deleted it" ... hmmm .. ya sure, you do things such as deleting the sent mail portion when most people wont even bother, or even know that there's such a portion. Next time, send to more people, sure, mail are laggy, you deleted the sent mail, you dont have a backup copy right away, but i'm sure at least one of us will get it, do that next time ya?

Cant stand it, here i am getting so tired thinking of quitting my job and there you are working some weird hours at places far away from home. "No difference lar" ya sure, you dont seem to have much to do, ya i guess it make no difference that you work till the wee hours in the morning... ya... Dont worry about your groupmates here trying their best to finish work, a certain person here typing 40+ pages long of research findings. Oh it's ok, i wont need your help, I'll just slog my guts out trying to do it and probably ending up with 60 pages. Yup, no problem. Oh dont worry, i'll just quit my job so that i'll have more time to spend on this project, i'll just live on air and water for the rest of the time, ya, i'll manage. I'll also just spend even lesser time with my family and friends, hey maybe i should just cut off from all contacts and just stay in front of my computer every waking hour. *ponders* sounds good.

Shall get back to work.

Decided to break free from the mandane research to blog, what's new? Haha. Let's see, what i have to research on...
- karaoke - archery - tennis - squash - internet cafe - gym - pool/billiards room - function room - bowling - golf - cinema - grooming salon/ spa - sea sports - transportation - bicycle/rollerblade kiosk - pram/wheelchair service - babysitting/childcare - medical - merchandise - basketball - badminton - darts
Goodness, how to finish by friday?

Work was ok, lots of mixed views about me mentioning i want to resign, shocked, sad, and i cant believe that Jen san was willing to negotiate with me so that i wont leave. Quite surprising because i've not seen her do this before, either that or i dont know of. In a dilema now, anyway i said end of next month, not that it'll matter but still...

Thought i had passed the day pretty ok, some procrastination here and there. Got pretty pissed with one sms i received, like WTH lor. Havent scolded vulgarities in a while, but i am just so pissed with that person now. F*** man, expect us to believe such an excuse.

To all hospitality and tourism students.. gambatei ... i know it's really shitty for us now ...

Back to the dreaded research now...

Things just aint going well.

Don't remember turning up for work on the wrong day before but yes it happened today. Personally i remembered being put down for work today as last week when Jen san put pamela to work, none of our days clash. So how did it happen today? Felt so stupid and tired and my tears just flowed non-stop. Resorted to hiding in the toilet. Such a sad case i am.

I don't know but i think all this is taking a toll on me, lack of sleep, aching muscles after work, having to do the chores. I'm becoming such a nerd. Stuck to the computer almost every waking hour of the day. Sentosa on 23 anyone? ..Let me know if there are interested parties, then i'll plan something.

Hotel tour was ok, ended early due to rain, should have went for the Business Graduation... grr. Headed to Marina Square after that, ate at Changing Appetites. It's nice, value for money but it's quite pricey. Good for special occasions, hope to go there again soon.

The irony of it all. Slept early for once last night but ended up waking up due to gastric. How i wish i could just gorge out my stomach, then no more gastric. Have this feeling it'll be another sleepless night again.

Back to projects.

~maybe i never did have much friends...

When it rains, it pours ... definately.

Feeling quite pissed due to the fact that only 3 people turned up for the meeting today. Why am i not surprised that the other 2 didn't turn up.*ponders* Because it's like so expected!!!! .. grrr ..

Had fun with janet and michelle tho. No thanks to Boon who "made" me go all the way to TP just to realize that he's in Queensway. Joking lar, partly my fault for not checking first. Thought of checking out books at the library but needed to rush back to Queenstown MRT by 230. Ended up taking 69 from Bedok to Tampines. -.-" ... in the end it was kind of a false alarm. He was rushing because his friend had a driving test but turned out it is tomorrow.

About yesterday, met teddy ivan and yasin to shop for presents, as usual all late de lar. We kinda just roamed around. Had to leave early due to work, nearly ended up going at 6 but remembered last minute that i had to start at 5, so walked in the rain to Taka. Saw a few bunches of people huddling below the shelther but ya had to work so just couldnt be bothered. Few guys saw me just walking so they followed. So what they were scared of walking in the rain at first? Personally i love walking in the rain, kinda sad, kinda fun and somewhat romantic.

Burned my finger while preparing soup, nearly cut my finger, back aching, somewhat boring dinner. One word, sucky day.

Things to finish
1) Service Reflaction
2) Case Study
3) Applied Research
4) Etiquette
5) Club Spa

Friday better show better results. Frankly, damn prepared to say my piece and walk out for a break. Cant stand their nonsense anymore.

I, Leong Su Ting hereby announce that i will, by hook or by crook quit work by the end of August latest.

There i said it, and i will do it this time round. Just too tired to carry on le, serene is right, now's the time to just study, shouldnt bother about so much. Heck if i dont have the money to go overseas to further my studies, heck about mom's job not being stable and dad's income which isnt fixed. We'll live someway i guess, after all kor's finally working officially as dad says, he'll be able to sustain us. Shall finally get to be the kid i wanted to be. I hope. Just too tired le...

Next time ask me along if you want to eat ya? can help get 20% discount for you guys .. haha

Finally get to see kor after so long, had fun at lunch that we didnt even bother making a fuss tho the guy forgot my order and i only could eat after everyone else finish. And the guy who served us was lucky .. at least the tray was on the table before he slipped, unlike me that time, curry sauce and all ...

back to research ..

totally wasted my day .. havent done a single thing for research .. it's like when you reach a stage and you just get stuck ... you want to do it but you just dont know how to go about it ... maybe it's just me procrastinating... i seem to do better work at night ..

still wondering if i should go later .. kor's booking out tonight .. i miss him so much .. but then again .. hmm ..

umeshu's such a lovely way of getting drunk .. if you cant hold your liquour ...

someone help me with the menu please???.. i know nuts about french ...

been having loads of weird dreams lately .. wonder why .. and what it means..

~i want to know what you are thinking of

feeling so freaked out now!!! was happy sitting at the mrt all the way from tampines to queenstown reading my 8 days.. was arnd tiong bahru area when i was almost done and this old man *think he's about 60+???* sitting next to me suddenly said "eh schooling ar" being nice and all .. entertain old folks i said "ya" "where you studying" " TP" "where's that" "Tampines" "wah so far"

and i thought that was the end of the conversation but boy was i wrong... "you japanese ar" " no i'm singaporean " frankly i dont think i look japanese.. janet looks more like one .. the his next words really freaked me out .. after introducing himself ..*din really catch his name* he was like "make friends can annot.. you call my number lar .. you have?" ... freaky lor .. i straight away said " i dont have handphone" and even repeated it twice ... and he dared to ask if i were shy " ya .. i dont make friends de" definately not with you !!!! ..and yes .. i still remember .. dont talk to strangers .. i shouldnt have bothered with him ..

andrenaline pumping and all, the moment it was queenstown i ran out looking if he were following me .. so scary lor .. called boon .. he can tell that i was freaked out .. who wouldnt .. if that chee ko pek thought i was some kind of call girl or what .. he's so damn wrong!!! .. i'm not that type of girls .. much as i said i want money and all .. i'd rather work for it the legal and proper way .. not being some call girl ...

k shall stop .. but seriously .. today's such a bad day .. screwed accounts .. was the first to come out .. hope i can get a B at least .. pass also can ..

on a better note ..at least saw so many familiar faces today ... boon .. timothy *thanks for the eye drops once again* .. teck guan and peng keong .. i didnt realise that it was them till boon asked me if they were my friends .. so qiao lor .. always see them at Tampines Mall there ..

shall get ready for work ...

Met this old lady on the Mrt, talked to her after answering where City Hall was. Seriously think Transit Link should learn from Hong Kong's and Taiwan's MTR. It's so much more efficient and poor old ladies like her wont end up at Woodlands when she passed her station long ago. Nice warm fuzzy feeling knowing that i helped someone today =]

Had project meeting today, walked all the way from Orchard Mrt to Forum just to realise that actually the rest wanted Pizza Hut so yup headed to the bus stop wondering which bus we should take.

Reminded me why i haven't been to Pizza Hut for so long, so-so food and not exactly the best service. Guess they hated us because i was given the honour of asking why the onion rings and calamari rings were put together. Don't want to think about what they may have done to the food. Anyway their curry baked rice was ok lar but hey the company was great! Larrina, Kai Li, Amanda and Cai Yun. Lots of chit chatting as compared to work and even found out new scandals.

Headed to Mac for 2nd part of meeting saw many cute kids and a sight gross enough to make me wanna puke. Went to Body Shop for window shopping before headed to taka with Kai Li and Larrina. Finally bought something after so long but *must save money* . Gonna be so broke this month.

Sad .. missed out on k box ...

Finally cooked after so long and it's such a success. So happy, though the soup would have been better if it were slightly saltier. Oh well.

read something about our service on friday. Were we that bad? I know it's natural to compare us to the previous batches but i felt that some comments were quite unfair to us. Firstly the space constrant is smaller here and we totally agree that the seating is terrible but we can't do anything about it ba. Secondly, i dont think that the service staff was that noisy ... maybe we were .. i dont know. And lastly, i agree we arent that good but this is only our 2nd week of operations. We dont get as much chance as you guys to practise, especially for proficiency test. Speaking of which happens after school starts. So much for practise session ... where are they? and yes we do have too many waitstaff but not forgetting our cohort is bigger. But hey i guess we could do better ...

~can you make the first move please?

A big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my "daddy". Finally 18 le, legal to drink legal to smoke... but frankly doubt you'll be reading this haha ... been ages since we last visited each other's blog right?

Love works in a funny way i guess. Two person are attracted to each other, hoping that the other would say something. The feeling is just mutual and everyone can sense it but either just wont make the first move. One day girl B expressed feelings to the guy and thus he got together with that girl. When girl A asked the guy why he got together with the girl, he answered "because i like you" ..

When told of this story, was like thinking if the guy really liked the girl, this shouldn't have happened ba. But hey, one would never know. Therefore always let your feelings be known ba, at least you tried better than not trying and letting the person you like go with another. Rejection isn't the end of the world =]. Hope she finds a better guy soon =]

But i guess i'll never make the first move ... so contradictory ...

~some people just wont grow up and let go of the past.. stop your nonsense about being anti-radon .. childish man

woke up quite early to visit kor, in the end reached only about 10? Surprising his friends seems to recognize us, even those who havent seen us before. Hmm... mom thinks is because we look alike. Do we?

Wasted, cant change my handphone yet. Would love to get Panasonice X800. It's so damn cool. But alas! Not a single cent with me.

Work was fun! Saw so many adorable kids, customers were generally nice, saw ah pat ah tan and their friend. Thank goodness they came at a time that wasn't so crowded and with kids haha would have made a fool of myself if they saw me disturbing the kids ba.

Tonkichi Takashimaya is hiring!!! .. Any takers? otherwise i cant take leave last minute le. There's no one to change with! So infurating.

Wonder what's with. Yes i don't have a boyfriend. Thanks but no i don't think i'm pretty neither do i think i have very good tiao jian. Why is everyone so shocked that i don't have a special someone? Hmm .. do you want to be that special someone? haha

and yes i will get another A for my accounts .. just you wait =]

nitez all

Maybe i should just quit work. After working so hard for the week i feel so tired. Would have slept till tonight if mom didn't wake me up to help carry things. Still feeling so tired now. My back is aching!! Someone massage my back for me?? haha

Weird. I know what to do for project, what i'd want to achieve yet i don't know how to go about it. Maybe i'm just procrastinating? But i seriously don't know how to do it, there's just too many things that need to be done. Hopefully i won't need to help to do back up work, it'll be a killer man.

Think i'll catch a short nap before work ...

May update tonight... take care all

Did bar today =] *grinz* so happy!! It was so damn cool, did our own concoction called ces't si bon shant tell what it's made up of haha. Cant wait till end semester, will try to get a job at a bar. Just love being bar maid haha.

Still in lala land with Jay and Edison haha. Just love that show! It's such a bitter sweet romance, seriously hope they'll have a sequal.

I really would like to have a change of job but ya still have to consider the different factors and besides mom keeps hinting that she wants me to quit. Where will my extra income come from then?? Want to buy so many things but lately money seems to be tighter than ever no thanks to the ever so expansive food at sentosa -.-

~The human mind sure works in a funny way